how i be feelin

what is love? maybe its a figment of our imagination

maybe its a game where we all get played like a PlayStation,

maybe we never early find the one, maybe the search for the one is just

a twisted way for our loved ones to see us openly broken,

and when we fail its a way to make our hearts frozen, so we don't give

a shit when we lose the person we would do anything for, take a bullet

or a hit.

 

but while you think you have love its great, you'll do anything for her,

spend your last dollar on the perfect date,

but it sucks when they cant see, like gotdamn your supposed to be with me

she don't realize that you would destroy any one who would dare to hurt

her. to protect her you would even commit murder.

 

you would do anything, if she says she needs time you would wait,

if she said she didn't like people you would exterminate the entire human

race, then say fall in love with me at your own pace.

 

she takes so long to reply, and you know its because she is texting

another guy, you scream cut yourself and ask why,

why cant she see that he is the wrong guy, why don't she ever answer me

when I say why? why is you with him? why do you avoid my love like

its the plague or sin? why cant you see that I care for you more than any

of these other men

 

I know you'll never see this but I love you, and it kills me when you make it

clear that you don't care about me,

when you turn your back on me I wanna get the gun and set my mind free.