When i'm gone (OG pt 1)

My life is harder than it seems, no I I’m not perfect I don’t gleam.

I get thrown to the ground and get called names and get laughed at.

Growing up wasn’t fair, the only escape was a prayer.

Only thinking I wasn’t loved enough cause nobody cared

So I just stared at the mirror

looked at my imperfection

things couldn’t be more clearer

after, my crying sessions.

 

Now, the people that I usually love they turned their backs on me.

so I turned the other way because I didn’t wanna see

I couldn’t face this alone

especially when I’m depressed

so I just held on to the rope

thinking my soul should’ve left.

what about those who love me?

what happens when I’m gone?

cause when I’m gone, I swear the haters gonna love me even more.

I think I’m playing stupid?

I don’t wanna harm myself.

my life is in a tangled loop

I can’t do this to myself!

So I tried to have some hope

but they went all away

I just couldn’t cope

that I wouldn’t live to see the next day.