IDKWIW (Prod. LeftField)

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//Hook//
I do. Not know. What I. Want. I'm just. Feeling. So damn. Blue
I don't know what I want, let me find it, stop judgin',
I'm just asking for your kindness
 
I do. Not know. What I. Want. I'm just. Feeling. So damn. Blue
I don't know where im goin', im just vibin',
I keep walkin' walking on through my blindness
 
//Verse 1//
You think you know me? You gettin' nosy?
You're Nasally insistent, i am finished witcha bitchin'
witch hunt for anybody who likes to just sit in peace
in peace with their loneliness, i finna preach
you can't be happy unless you love yourself
so i gotta find me, find me in solitude,
im sorry if that's rude cause im keepin' to myself
please don't offer any help, plenty stealth,
maneuver around my family and friends
amigos stay following trends, see the dagger in palm of yo hand
see the lesions on the backside of my skeleton,
sentiment, makes the wound feel deeper
im better than, the people who thrive for retribution
and keepin to my self is gonna be my best solution,
you think im losing, but i'm killin you with kindness
im blinded by the past i need to feel the present,
because im better off grieving without your presence
ye ye without your presence
 
People feel the distance,
maybe take a hint then,
but maybe add some context or just ask a painless question
you mention my past like you know me,
acquaintance you's a phony
don't phone me, vegan status,
want no beef, I go green
not gon waste my energy,
you like a teacher testin me,
rest in peace why do you try to belittle me
I feel the distance, I'm talkin da memories,
It's funny how somebody does me wrong
and sometimes I still hesitate to get way em
it's like, if you have a problem that needs fixing,
then fix it, or stop your bitching cause your just as much of an issue,
grab you tissue if you gonna cry. Does baby need a bib?
If you weren't so weak at heart it would not happen again
 
You be messin' with an author
You be messin' with a scholar
writing my story right now and capable of taking characters out
if you tryin' to pout
bottle up my feelings like some medicine,
all these local people jealous cause im setting trends
but that besides the point, people think they own me,
people think they know me, so why I feel so lonely?
people really do not care unless you have something they want,
me is not enough for you, I aint gonna front,
Why do you act like your happiness relies on attention,
to be specific my attention if I have to mention,
Question #1, How do I love myself?
tryna find the answer but I do not want the help
Question #2, Why do I feel so blue?
imma keep on keepin on until I find the truth
 
//Hook// x2
I do. Not know. What I. Want. I'm just. Feeling. So damn. Blue
I don't know what I want, let me find it, stop judgin',
I'm just asking for your kindness
 
I do. Not know. What I. Want. I'm just. Feeling. So damn. Blue
I don't know where im goin', im just vibin',
I keep walkin' walking on through my blindness
 
//Ideas// (In case you are curious of what makes me write)
Im doing music
Im doing me
Im sorry to my family for being distant
Friends think im distance,
you make it even worse with the fake shit
You can't control me
Stop acting like you know me
im not translucent, i mean I think im not anyways
Im just figuring shit out and need alone time
Stop acting like you're happiness relies on me giving you attention
Feeling lonely? I never see you depressed? You bottle your feelings up.
At least I can talk about it and am up front.
You know it's not bad to let your close friends know that you're depressed
YOU DONT HAVE THE ANSWERS TO EVERYTHING
DONT YOU EVER ONE WHAT PEOPLE SAY WHEN YOU AINT PRESENT
 
In your eyes, you are never wrong. And if you are aware, its easy to tell
because you get so pissed lmaoooo
 
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