I am

I am Losing my mind i am losing my hindsight i am losing my mind mind i am

losing my minds sight. < Hook// At my my height it's a flight at midnight electrical

storms coursing through my foresight wondering if it will ever be alright the world

pushing me down the fans never rushin in till now but i'm still empty inside how

do i ever come back from this losing old friends on contact lists losing my mind from the black

i spit but i can never see the future unless there is something real causing it

i'm blind to myself and i'm blind to the path i chose wondering how i ever wrote the songs i wrote

in my the steps i take i froze and my soul comes back broke in two i was stuck

on you now i'm stuck on me how do i compete in the pain at hand food and scents

turn bland and i am happy at random seems the course i took was never planned

but i turned whatever life in my brain i could get at ransom is it the depth

i feel i feel like a phantom i could never fathom how people never seem to turn and hands up

blam em with the magnum most of the time i want to be brown baggin is it me

or am i fallin off the wagon hop into my minds inner sanctum lyrically a dragon

am i the dragon born shape shift my form become a werewolf howl at the moon

wasn't born with a silver spoon but i made one out of the bodies of goons

i'm on the prowl then i loom fly away to escape the hate it was too soon i gravitate

towards the weed to levitate my mind and medicate my times no need to find why

i'm just another guy we've all got issues but i wonder why we always walk '

through life's maze in a daze and receive no praise from these lames just the hate

hate and heat its so cheap i feel like screaming i stay scheming like my brain

isn't bleeding working through the day's and evenings just to find a place

where i can stay even and not sink below the surface of the waters it's

daunting but i'm dauntless at the same time i feel haunted searching all of

my mental compartments for the answers of the blood on my mental carpets

i wonder if it was the drugs i was on then but i never see or have a forewarning just

a scheme and a brand new morning.