Crooked Smile

They told me try to write a story now

Let the people outside get to know me now

But what if my past is to gory

For eyes not ready to witness

What i witnessed for my mom as a mistress

The pressures presenting themselves

In sinner form I look back and im not the man i was known

To be or what was expected of but i given a shot

And i had to take it Life was shitty n yet i made it

So can those that think theyre down in the dumps

I did it too coming from nothing but the slumbs

In a mainstream urban neighborhood

But from where i stood all i saw was the glistening gold of a future

That in order to hold true all i had to do

Was to press on and never give in

To the power of sin and to what im becoming

Because to you its scary

But its for me so you must not worry

I wont dig a hole to large ill sink in

Just one to show i once was nothing to now gleamin

Not even in the spotlight

I made it from a spot

It was a blessing to even see day light