I hate you

i swear i rewrite sentences a thousand times

it should be a crime, but i need to find

good rhymes, feel like im wasting time

with thoughts of her clouding up my mind

so i smoke and cloud up my mind

new year new me fuck that im gonna keep doin me

tired of trying to change, be something you'd come back to

shit i just wasnt made for you, come to conclusion

this was all just confusion, and we were a delusion

not real just an illusion, i began to question

everything you ever said, was it true, or just made up in my head

feels like out loves a book thats been read

its getting old and im feeling dead

inside, i find i lie about times when i tried, to hard to keep you

i could have tried harder but eh what can you do

life gives you the one too soon, i was doomed, from the start

i knew we'd be apart, then life got dark, you left with no remark

just left we just departed, went our seperate ways

your tatted on my heart and tatted in my brain

you don't leave your memory drives me insane

but i find peace in the insanity, i still picture you here with me

at night when i cant sleep and nothings right like i lost the light

in my soul when you left i said just go

didn't think you actually would tho, damn what do you ya know

im just another stereotype, heart broken loser

who had the world and lost it, cause i was too young and dumb

but look what it costed, im no longer frozen here just frosted

coming out the cold feeling nauseous , the thoughts have taken there toll on me

I'm couscous, someone yell caution, i have one option

get up and get over you, im sick of you, never thought id say it but

god damn it i hate you....