In my Mind #1

What/ Something Wrong/

Cat got your tongue?

Got those 7 digits from your mom at the pawn/

You a pawn on my chessboard/ because I'm bored/ like a sword/

your only Lord/ lurking for more

 

Mike, you think i'll mike out/ But i got you bank account, what do you doubt/

Bouncing between the extremes of my two brothers/

One murdered by the world/ the other under the covers/Slumbering

Outnumbered by cowards in colors/ Rumbling/

Stumbling/ Fumbling/ Struggling/

Gunrunning/ Malfunctioning/ Governing

Upcoming hustler/ Double my take from customers/

This young bloods got it in him/ the rhythm came through to this generation

In this system/ Got that weed flowing through, i could end up in prison/

For a little pot/ They got me a pot to piss in

 

There's that smile/ Been a while/ About to take a trip in the wild/

That's my style/ Compile a file that launch me up a mile/

Come back to reality/ Relatives begging's to start a family/

Can't you see that's not me and i"d hate to begin/

The sinful spirits of mine'll start the cycle again/

Sit outside and watch the constellations/ and always raise your limitations/

Dear Dad a failure of patience/ Congratulations/ My observations serve me well/

I've seen how you acted/ Put my mama through hell/

She's so proud/ Now that i don't don the shroud/ As a crown

Better things to do/ Then live in the sinister shadow of man who hurt you

Crawled my head in a noose/ Lucky snap it came loose/

Still thinking about this accident in the news/

This fucking guy that i knew/ Tow truck didn't approve/

In one fell swoop taking from the life that he grew/

Or this other girl who lived across the street/

Hung herself before she talked to me/

Or this other older man who was terminally determined to terminate his existence

Pulls out a revolver/Six shots/ Cops called/ To put the screaming to a stop/