Emotionless Thoughts

i swear you cant rely on the opinion people,

the result of eve and the apple, subconscious evil,

thats why I need my third pupil so I can see through,

all the pretentiousness, and self righteousness,

"i am the best", "i come first", without ego they speechless,

i empathize there's no hero to deliver us from the despise of the pennyless,

the curriculums need to emphasize thinking more and speaking less,

we limit ourselves, then talk down on outsiders like we better,

and if they aint a hater then they minds just lesser,

missing the right things mindless of our behaviour,

what happened to being just and emulating the saviour,

you shine in the limelight but dim behind closed doors,

bitchy again by sunrise then ask why the worlds so cruel for,

what you dont realise is that your luck of insight's got you on all fours,

claim to be bosses but everything thats yours will ultimately be lost,

if i learned anything, its that the most prized possessions come without cost,

dont view my lyrics as depressing or see me as an angry kid venting,

 

rainbows, butterflies, relationships, and meadows,

they want, more hoes, with the thick thighs, fame and medals,

I'll never wither, the winter springs my most colorful petals,

adapted to the darkness and emerged more mysterious than the Loch Ness,

now i see for who they are, the people that i called friends,

I've been LOOSING WEIGHT, aint DIE YET, reducing my circumference,

soft whispers in the night, foes convened in my head for a conference,

walking around in public surrounded by contempted faces,

all eyes on me got me wandering what this place is,

perhaps they hate the reflection of themselves that they see in me,

i swear they had me convinced that i had no destiny,

now they not even next to me, it'll take eternity to catchup to me,

destined for greatness, my teachers tried to call me brainless,

and if i ever die, eye will be high, and it would be painless.