Forever In My Mind

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-qgwjBNfuc&list=RD7JBnZbEdL_o

 

0:39

forever in my mind i'm feelin all alone

blunts keep grounded the bottles keep me in my zone

everything i got i deserve/ boy i did this on my own

when im stressed i call my momma on the phone

she tell me "dont worry bout others you gotta keep you own"

lifes flyin by/ my little sister talking grown

weve been through too much/ expirience we got to loan

movin house to house we never really had a home

 

and till this day / im pretty used to it

people never stay but me staying true to it

then we grow apart/ then we go our seperate ways

tired about always holding back/ wishing for better days

 

success in uncertain but ive been genuine since birth

they ask you for a handout when the fuckin tables turn

they say dreams get you nowhere so im chasin this carrer

but im dreamin of moma retiring so she aint gotta work/ thats forreal

 

thats forreal thats forreal/ yall dont know how i feel

Like keep grinding boy/ make best now and your life can change in one year

and when that time comes all the haters dissapear

and all the bitches who turned me down turn to reappear

man im telling you this will be my fucking year

fuck death loosing my momma is the only thing i fear

these niggas never kept it real/ never said whats good homie

like they saw me in the hallways they didnt say whats up to me

riding me when they see me/ saying that they fucked with me

got me thinking who really fucked with me

 

now everything i do is on me

trynna live major but stay lowkey

for 2 many problems/ fuck one blunt imma smoke 3

tired of always feeling lonley

 

 

2:35

crazy when i come around they got nothing to say

stressed out/ cant think of nothing/ so im tearing the page

everytime i smoke

i think about how hard my mom work/ only makin minimum wage

No days off/ homies flipped on me/ trying to get my paper straight

yall paper wait/ countdown till I buy my momma a fat estate

 

If I could skim it/ maybe grasp it with my finger tips

then I wont have ask/ just where your at/ or what I think of it

The past/ Im on the brink of it / laugh and then I drink to it

yall dap me out cause i made it out/ but yall aint been thru it

 

 

Even when your out of orbit/ hanging in the distance

gravity can pull us back to reality/ neva resist it

show no remorse/ fuck your forgiveness

cause lately what ive been spitting is something vicious

got too many damn hoes trynna be my misses

know you aint talkin bout business/ then big homie keep ya distance

time is money cannot give away a minute

through it all stay tru to youself and know ya limits

 

not a star/ but baby let me record it then you'll shines like us

didint grow up with a 9 taped to my hand/ see i aint no thugs

when them cray muthafuckas come back around just say whats up

not a pacafist/ talk about moms like ali we gonna knuckle up