love of my life STONER DAYS

el amor de mi vida

 

ive had a crush on you since 8th grade,

and last monday when i felt courage and no longer afraid, i asked you to be mine and you said yes,

my emotions were rising i felt so happy, when our names were called together it sounded catchy,

friday of the same week i was going to take you to a movie to express my feelings, more,

but you texted me saying we're done dont call me anymore,

i cried for hours, letting out tears like rain showers,

a lot of men would call me a coward, a lot would say they share my sorrow,

but the truth is none of you do i felt love rushing between her and i,

but when i look at her facebook now i see pictures of her and her ex kissing and mocking me,

she told me she loved me, i told her its to early, am i a dick is this my fault,

i just didnt feel it than my emotions were mixed like they were lost,

but as soon as i was ready to tell her i loved her she grabbed my heart and tossed it,

 

your the love of my life,

now im sitting here reminiscing, that week missing, the times we were together and it felt like forever,

she is the most beautiful girl ive lied eyes on,

i want her back, i want our relationship to be fixed and this shit wont be wack anymore,

so i snapchat her everyday, send her cards tellin her i love her in clever ways,

but it seems like no matter what i do she wont come back,

so i might as well kiss her goodbye and leave that life behind,

goodbye girl dont bother workin on your reply, because im already gone i hope you understand what im implying,

you and i werent good together anyway i thought we were, but it was fake,

our relationship was fiction from the beginning, but you girl became another addiction,

you and i went together like wheat bread and white bread, two opposites,

two people who were to different from the beginning, you broke my confidence,

now i understand what you felt on friday when you sent that text, i just want you to know your off my chest,

i lifted you off now i can leave the bench press, goodbye.

your no longer the love of my life,