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• Written by Andaz
I don't get it
They all say don't sweat it
You'll get shit done
Don't run from your vision
You got a god given talent
But they all wrong
I don't belong here
I wanna disappear
But i fear
This fight might end me
I'm mentally fucked up
I've seen shit
That would make you go insane
I try to explain to myself
that it's alright
But every day is like hell
Ever since that night
Tryna sleep
but i can't close my fucking eyes
You wouldnt understand
My ex got stabbed
Died without someone holding her hand
A lost girl
So alone
Tryna find a way to surpass the evil
She was peaceful
She kept me out of trouble
Always made me smile
Even tho i watched my bestfriend die
Can't get the image outta my mind
The way his body hit the ground
The way the blood was flowing
The way he coughed up blood
He was choking on it
He looked at me and smiled
He closed his eyes
I shouted his name
Out in to the sky
With tears filling up my eyes
As i was hoping
He would wake up
Damn it Isak don't give up
Cmon bruh open your eyes
You cant leave your homie behind
I can never forget
His brothers look
When he heard the news
He wasnt sad
He wasnt mad
He wasnt anything
He looked at me
And said
Thanks for trying
I didnt know what to say
So i let him go
A few hours later
His mom came home
Only to find her last little boy
Hanging from the roof of his room
Suffocation by rope
One of the worst ways to go
I still think about the times we had
Rolling around
Messing around with the girls
Too bad we got mixed up
with the wrong crowd
Maybe if i didnt say lets do it
Everyone would still be alive
But i cant let the devil
Take over my mind
I gotta stay sharp
Stay on 2 feet
So i dont slipp and fall
If i do
Well who knows what will happen next
Maybe i'll take my life like Dan did
But that ain't a way out
That aint an excuse
And i sure cant lie to my friends
Noel did get pretty mad
Cant blame him tho
I always seem to
Fuck up pretty bad
I guess i have to better myself
As a friend
And a person
To honour the dead
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Andaz
Member since February 27 2016