Oh Lord

Lord please, I been dreamin of a blessin,

I been thinkin that maybe here you been teachin me a lesson,

See Lately its been really hard to sleep coz I been stressin,

Life has been so tough ever since I reached my adolescence,

Maybe it’s the same for everyone and Im guessin,

They go through their own struggle but Lord I got a question,

Maybe you could feel my pain, maybe you could hear me,

But I honestly could say I never felt that you were near me,

I thought you were mighty, I thought you were strong,

Maybe its you inspirin me as Im writin this song,

Maybe you watched over the moment I been born,

Maybe you’re still there in the place my mamas gone,

It’s lonely at the top, so I guess that you’re alone,

You can’t even trust your angels as you’re sittin on your throne,

I was a young and reckless, but now that Ive grown,

I’m just lookin for a place that I could call my… home,

 

Oh lord, Oh lord, Oh lord, I don’t know if you hear me now,

Oh lord, Oh lord, Oh lord, Im in pain please heal me now,

See I think If I believed in you, maybe then you would believe in me,

But then again see maybe I might just believe in you if I felt that you believed in me,

 

Dear lord I got something on my mind,

Why do criminals get rich with good people on the grind,

Why do little babies starve before they speak a line,

everybodys turnin away from you, see? We need a sign,

We need something that would tell us that youre here alla the time,

So we might just have a purpose as we’re kneelin at your shrine

Hopin you’d never leave us, just make your message reach us,

But you keep us in the dark where the devil could deceive us,

See Im kinda at a loss coz your most adamant preachers,

Don’t even practice what they preach, all they do is leech us,

See I’m cornered to believe you’re probably not there,

N if you are, that you probably don’t care, but I swear,

Ima keep on fightin for my perception of good,

N I’ma keep on givin out whatever I could,

N if it happens that one day I should see the light,

I’d just pray for you until I feel al….. right

 

Oh lord please save me from myself,

Im tired of doin this alone I think I need a lil help,

I been overwhelmed, with emotions that I felt,

I want em to hear my voice, time to get offa the shelf,

I dunno what it is shit, I feel like it just isn’t me,

Drownin in these salty tears in oceans of misery,

Sittin on my bed while im shakin and im shiverin,

Im feelin like my soul is just witherin away,

But hey, now I know I gotta do it on my own,

Time to let go, time for me to be Rappone,

N now alla my sufferin has put me in the zone,

Everybody struggles, you’ll never walk alone,

So God, Even though I don’t know if youre there,

I decided that no, I don’t care, Yeah,

And God, If youre actually here, forget about me, listen to everybody else’s prayers

 

Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord, I dunno if you hear me now,

Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord, I don’t need you to heal me now,

Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord, I dunno if you hear me now,

Oh Lord, Oh Lord, Oh Lord, N I don’t care if youre near me now,

See I think if I believed in myself, then you might just believe in me,

So maybe one day I’d believe in you, but right now I just believe in me