Visual Pain

Young boy, always had haters but I destroyed them,

Know too many things, I could possibly exploit them,

But in all honesty I just wanna avoid them,

But it feels like everything I fucking do just annoys them,

Like I can't be myself, they're forcing me to join them,

I'm in the lost and found can't imagine when these toys end,

Can't imagine memories without her, I won't enjoy them,

Sometimes I think she'd do better in life with another boyfriend,

 

I don't know, just some things on my mind it's just my perception,

I have a feeling all these people hating feel resentment,

I have a feeling that he's still craving my affection,

You're smoking all this filth, why the fuck should I affect them?,

 

Mama I'm sorry for the times that I walked out on you,

Lost all faith and started moving all this down on you,

I know it's easier said than done but trust man I would die for you,

This shit isn't easy mama every night I'd cry for you,

 

16 bars are over pack your bags, let's head home,

Everyone's obsessed over who the fuck has the best phone,

But it's funny how you hardly get any calls, it's just a dead tone,

And the money for it isn't even paid it's just a big loan,