This is home

[Hook]

This is home now (x3)

 

[Chorus]

I'm feeling home sick from where I am

But I got thrown out by own fam

It's been lonely here from where I stan

On a balcony in a 1 bedroom apartmant

 

[Hook]

This is home now (x3)

 

Hey mom and dad just to let you know

I'm doing just fine here in the cold

Two jobs don't make enough cash though

But i'm making it work here on my own

I started my own branding label

Called it Abandoned soul

Merchandising and accessorizing old clothes

For the Homeless and orphaned people

The stuff don't come cheap anymore doe

Food don't evens make it on to my bills

Surviving on water and a box of oatmeal

Sometimes Antie helps me as well - no big deal

All of this to me seems so surreal

Can't really express how I feel

All I feel is nothing but guilt

 

Hey Dad I hope you miss yo little girl

Jus' know I miss you and forever will

Heard that you were offered record deals

for yo mad talented guitar skill

I'm proud of you, from yo little girl

 

Hey mama, I know you don't feel the same way about me no more

But tell me one thing mama , it must have hurt like hell when -

I walked out the door . Knowing I'm not there at home anymore

I bet you keeping track of the days ever since I've been gone-

Just to let you know yo girl is holding up real - real strong

You probably thinking about me now,and accepting I ain't at home no more

But you worried sick about my living conditions and if i'll be strong (I am)

I was foolish to think that my home would forever be in yo arms

But I guess life for me has a different course, I just have to go on

 

Our family dispute we had before I left

Mama's was in tears and dad was wrecked

I messed up I admit

but life ain't always perfect

I must confess

Only realizing now that I was blessed

 

[Hook]

This is home now (x3)

 

[Chorus]

I'm feeling home sick from where I am

But I got thrown out by own fam

It's been lonely here from where I stan

On a balcony in a 1 bedroom apartmant

 

[Hook]

This is home now (x3)