Growing Pains

[STARTS AT 00:23]

 

Mother I've noticed how you cry nowadays,

I haven't seen dark times so I try nowadays,

To get what I want, I just lie nowadays,

I don't really give a shit about no fights nowadays,

I've been hustling with some rage,

That I'm feeling on my face,

Every single time I rave,

Every single time I pay,

For something not worth shit, that'll probably go to waste,

I've been feeling all these feelings and I still ain't got no space,

 

People are quick to talk but they aren't ever willing to work,

Try doing something by yourself and not be someone's concern,

Try doing something that you like and put in effort and earn,

Try making a living and survive, instead of stunting, just learn,

 

Can never take all of this, can never break all of this,

Can never make all of this, I never was born for this,

I'm breaking these thorns for this, I'm losing my confidence,

Never was known for this, now I'm seeing my conscience,

 

I've been losing my own, I ain't chasing no throne,

Only feeling my bones, mums been taking out loans,

I've been changing my tone, I just think I've grown,

Hitting people up on my phone, but I haven't been home,

 

[PAUSE, starts again at 1:40]