Cold Hearted

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They say that when you fucking die, they'll all miss you,

When they got themselves happy, they'll just ditch you,

Shit'll never fix you, regardless of tears and tissue,

And you said you'll fucking ride, but when it came to it, did you?,

I can't say shit, man I'm just fucking tired,

Barely get sleep nowadays, I'm just wired,

Treated like a fake, might as well as be fucking hired,

Ain't even stunting when I say I've seen a million liars,

Lie to my fucking face and leave me in the dust,

Fuck off my life, this shit is just enough,

I be tryna cope with several fucking stuff,

And you on top of them all is just too much,

4 years ago when I thought of fucking 'Magma',

2 years ago when I wrote a fucking stanza,

7 months this guy has to battle with fucking cancer,

This shit doesn't make sense, I'm filled with all this anger,

 

I can't even say anything, just make another banger,

Where are all the factors?, Make The Lost Chapters,

I've been struggling to make fucking songs nowadays,

Everything I do just feels long nowadays,

 

I be fronting with a smile, acting like shit is fine,

People ask of him, I say shit he's fine,

21 years old, it's not his fucking time,

Friends and family forever calling on my line,

 

When the fuck are we gonna wake up and make movements,

I been waiting for ages, I'm even seeing improvements,

I've been waiting for wages, man this shit is a nuisance,

Where the fuck is family? Where the fucks the solution?,

 

Fathers lifting heavy shit on his ones all this furniture,

Never gonna fucking sell he's struggling to find a purchaser,

Money doesn't come free, and I'm just an interpreter,

Little irrelevant kid, who's never been a worshipper,

 

I struggle to understand why you cry so much mother,

I know I should be sorry, I lie so much mother,

This shit is crazy, no one will fight for us mother,

And although I'm lazy, I'll provide for us mother,

I try my fucking best to be the light in this brother,

I don't understand why you fight for this brother,

This ain't social, there's no like for this brother,

This shit means the world to me, I'd die for this brother,

 

I don't fuck with anyone out here, I'm just alone,

Struggling every single day, finding my own,

Too many fuckeries have been done, I'm finding my zone,

With no one else, I'm just finding the throne,

 

When will I grow up? When will I know what?

When will I find new places to fucking roam up?

Thinking of my past, I might just fucking throw up,

My mum's still waiting for Tamandeep to show up,

 

My girls got problems, fuck should I do,

Tell her I love her one more time and that we'll get through,

Fake friends want my loyalty but I'm grinding through,

So don't think if it ever comes to it that I'll back you fool,

 

Money changes people and turns them evil,

Haters keep on hating but that shit ain't half as lethal,

As a bullet or an older with a bat looking deceitful,

Dreading every single moment of your life cause we ain't equal,

 

When will I wake up, when will I cake up?,

Countless fucking nights I sit there and stay up,

Thinking about our future, what if I never make up,

The right combination of verses to get my paper,

 

Where the fucks the 'brightside'?

Where the fuck are my guys,

Always been young man, little guy with bright eyes,

And I know I live the night life,

But I know it's just the right life,

May not be the right time,

But fuck it, it's the frontline,

 

I'm out here, fuck it I'm the darkest,

Only brightness here, fuck it I'm the star kid,

Only Lord knows where the fuck my soul started,

And only Lord knows whether or not I'm Cold Hearted,

 

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