Just A Lesson

Never did shit, I'm not a coke boy,

Never said shit, I just wrote boy,

Never was rich, I'm a broke boy,

Never chatted shit, cause I'd get smoked boy,

 

I ain't got the best shit, but I produce the best shit,

Putting in work every single day for the best hits,

Meanwhile people asking me who's the next bitch?

Haven't got any time to answer questions boy I wreck this,

 

Fuck the people who say and think I ain't shit,

Shit we're different, but our blood is the same shit,

People state they're doing something but can't name shit,

People state they got my back, but always fake it,

 

It's fucked up how your best friend can turn into an enemy,

It's fucked up how you have to see your dad resort to Hennessy,

It's fucked up how people have the nerve to reek jealousy,

When they see you doing better than them, this is the melody,

 

And I'm not lying when I say I remember getting dropped in the park,

10 years old, tears streaming, it was dark,

25 olders staring deeply in my heart,

For something I ain't even fucking done for a start,

And who was there to help me? No one really gets me,

My 'friends' walked off, well my friends don't respect me,

I'm coming for the throne now, bitch you best expect me,

And I'm doing it by myself, can't no one neglect me,

 

I ain't gonna lie, after that day I fucking changed,

Realised that it's only me in this shit, I'm not the same,

I came home tired every day, shirt full of stains,

Mums fucking shouting at me, stress is going to my brain,

Where the fuck is the answer I'm struggling to find it,

Where the fuck is the money, I'm struggling to grind it,

Where the fuck is my older brothers medication?

Why the fuck are we even in this situation?,

 

Fuck bills fuck rent fuck a life fuck a goal,

I'ma kill, no respect, fuck a life, fuck you all,

 

I can't stand having to see my brother stand bold,

And he grasps onto life but he can't find a hold,

 

I ain't finna lie fuck it I'm stressing,

If there's a God, where the fuck is my blessing?,

Every single day I keep hearing a message,

I can't even express it, every day is just a lesson,

 

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