Remember!!

They say that I live in the badlands,

Sad sands,

People so unkind in these troubled times,

Angry demons with hellish plans,

Fake ass failures only in it for the grands,

It just seems to me that people forgot about the realities - chasing dreams nowadays rap just aint what it seems,

I can’t deny that money would be good it would be helpful at best but it’s not the only goal it aint even part of the test doesn’t win the contest doesn’t solve a protest in my fucking world more is less,

I’m spitting these words from deep in my soul - my fucking life has been filled with a hole,

Now it’s about to transpire that I got this inner desire to keep climbing higher - I’m a high flyer,

I’m a lyrical castrator call me the mind obliterator catching the elevator to the next level,

I was supposed to meet god it was on my bucket list when I slit my fucking wrists,

I Came up against them fears and then I went ghost,

Came back with a vengeance leaving a bad taste like burnt black toast,

I’m just a fucking parasite and you’re the unlucky host,

And now I’m face to face with the devil,

So I gota stop pop and swivel Evil Knievel that fucked up weasel can’t hit what he can’t see,

Fly like a butterfly sting like an African killer bee,

I’m just a philosopher but people be calling me Lucifer hey man middle finger to the world do I look like I fucking care – look into these eyes and you’ll see an empty glare so your bitch ass better prepare,

Cause man about to get confrontational you just came uninvited to the invitational now I’m about to get deep and inspirational,

It gives me pride when the haters stop and stare,

Just adds fuel to my flame,

Adding that pride to my shame,

I’m not the one to blame for opening up the publics third eye - I’m just the one to educate and supply an insight into the darkness and I don’t even try,

 

I’m just the same old 3 tears waiting on the day that my mind finally clears,

I’m walking these streets – trying to embrace my flaws sharpening my claws,

Living by the rule that I got to break the law – but loosing you was the last fucking straw,

Homie why did you have to leave me - high and dry - smoking this draw cause the pain is still raw,

Looking at your star homie I’m counting the scars – dogs since pampers you were the only one who ever believed in me as a rapper a wordsmith a scrapper,

Always kept it real the best that I could – yeah some say I sinned more than I should, But I …

Never left a man feeling misunderstood even though every other cat probably would,

My battle partner since birth now I’m all alone and I’m feeling so vulnerable I’m faded so unstable unable to cope feel like I could relapse dog give me strength cause my spirit has collapsed,

I miss u and I can’t deny I can’t forgive the mirror cause man’s a fucking sinner,

No matter how hard I try my hatred for myself is insatiable you were so valuable and I treated you like you where expendable,

When really u was indispensable I cant believe the way we walked that night was so coincidental man,

You filled in all our deficits even though we were so opposite now that your gone man my life is full of shit,

Us being apart yeah it was always inconceivable – we had it down making this gangster shit believable,

Who’d have ever thought that we could be deceivable stabbed in the back now it’s on the down low with nothing to show,

Your memory got me thinking about past acts and its causing panic attacks,

Need to find someone to be there when I wake in the night someone to care,

To put there arms around me and sooth my pain cause its driving me insane,

I need someone with that loving touch but I fear it’s all too much – to ask for,

I’m a fucking failure and I know I wasted life - now I’m begging for another chance want to settle with a pretty wife,

Million dollar house providing safety for my baby residing in her heart - Missing each other whenever we’re apart,

Showing her what she fucking means to me - taking a cruise as we sail the 7 sea’s,