Ivy & Oak

Poisoning the noise of all I hear,

I wish the shit inside my system would just fucking disappear,

All I thought I used to know just got kicked hard inside the rear,

All my body's in the motion while my mind just sheads a tear,

 

Fully sober and over the fact the girl I excite,

Has just invited me to go and try to kick it tonight,

The crew knew I was coming, running into me later,

Giving vibes that doing shit with them would make me feel greater,

 

I never knew I'd hate a bitch that pulled a fucking bait and switch,

But this one fucked around with who I knew and left me in a ditch,

They're throwing fucking curve balls at a dude that barely pitches,

I feel stabbed inside my soul and left to sow the crooked stitches,

 

Snitchin' ain't my strong suit, it's hard to wear the tie,

But the fucking shit I did with them just makes me wanna cry,

Better yet, it kinda makes me wanna kiss 'em all goodbye,

And leave the college and knowledge instead of learning how to lie,

 

I imagined a slice of pie that's saved for only me and her,

But instead I found a fucking cakes and not a fuck reserved,

Most utterly undescribable, I can't make into verbs,

So much shit I wanna do that I just can't put into words,

 

I'm a motherfucking dictionary, all the shit I think can scare me,

But inside my mind, I drew her well designed like Pictionary,

I'm aware she sleeps with who I used to say was my dude,

But now the fact that she might like me's got her finally being rude,

 

Fuck the attitude, what I speak is from my heart,

Fuck this group's sanity, it's tearing me apart,

Fuck the fact I never got to know them from the start,

Fuck the act that being with her got me feelin' smart,

 

Never thought that everything these 24 hours,

Had me thinking that these people gave me fucking superpowers,

Now I'm feeling like I'm dead instead of climbing fucking towers,

All to think that I can kiss the girl and get into her trousers,

 

I wish that every single moment of those hours were gone,

I wish I never walked inside the door and tried to play along,

I wish I never tried to learn to play one of her songs,

And I wish that in the end of this, I come out fucking strong.