Acid Rain

[VERSE 1:]

Watch as I stumble once again,

Walking a route away from the problems but I can't find the end,

So I keep walking hoping to find a friend,

But it's only me in this, trying so hard to ascend,

 

No one else doing this right now, but me,

Still going on, wondering to myself what a fuckery,

Still going on, regardless of whoever loves me,

Still going on, despite whoever doesn't trust me,

 

In a vehicle of my own, thrashing lanes,

Tryna find a way to get to home, to end this pain,

Seeing the lights of the car. glisten like a stage,

As I look above my head, all that drops is acid rain,

 

Till I keep walking and catch glimpse of something different,

It's another problem, these are getting more consistent,

A mother and a father telling me to come and listen,

And do everything they want, and obey their system,

 

That won't ever be me, I can't even accept myself,

Forget about my friends, I can't even trust myself,

Still finding the right person, so I can learn to love, myself,

Still carrying people's burdens, in an attempt to aid myself,

 

I continue to plead for help, but I still remain nameless,

The things I've felt, they still leave me brainless,

The things I've dealt, but I'm still aiming for greatness,

A gucci belt?, I know for a fact won't make you famous,

 

[VERSE 2:]

I promise my homies something so let me say my vows,

If I were to die in my own world, they'd be no one about,

So don't mourn for my death, because I won't hear a sound,

Let my sinful life wither away, leaving no form of a doubt,

 

They'd be no form of me left on the planet,

Or this ball of rock we live on full of thugs and bandits,

Everything I've been through, yet I feel so stranded,

Drops of rain, nah it's drops of acid,

 

If The Lord's listening, why is our world full of hate?,

I struggle to make a living, but I still manage to wait,

And keep patient, I don't trust none of my mates,

I don't have time for girls either, that shits always a mistake,

 

Damn, I guess I'm always paranoid and hesitant,

Still tryna make a name and be relevant,

Still tryna find my brain, and be intelligent,

I see the plans of the devils in development,

 

Try and be myself, even though I try to be elegant,

These people act like they're gods, or heaven-sent,

Regardless of this I have to achieve the highest excellence,

But at the end of the day, I'm still a petty resident,

 

Not a toddler, but I don't walk, it feels like I crawl,

Trying so hard to stay on my grind and never fall,

Regardless of what I been through, I'm still standing tall,

Punch the brick hard, as the blood drips from the wall,

 

[VERSE 3:]

I still have enemies, bringing down my energy,

They say they're there for me, please save the empathy,

I still think of the days, the blissful memories,

They leave me on the floor, with a bottle of Hennessy,

 

Drunk the whole bottle, and now it's empty,

Looking at the floor, I see about twenty,

I'm not done drinking, there's still plenty,

About ten more bottles left, sitting there ready,

 

Throbbing headaches in the morning,

Feels like their voices in my head, and shit they're roaring,

All my thoughts come through swarming,

Feeling so much shit at once without warning,

 

Over a thousand messages sent on my iPad,

But only a couple lyrics that are written in my pad,

I know I'm slacking and I'm failing at this so bad,

But now I'm focusing, cause this shit is all I have,

 

[END]