I.L.L. State of mind II
• Written by Kas2xBLack
Kas2xBLack's Notes
1st verse emulates how it is for me and nas first verse
2nd the violence in chicago.
The all caps is me yelling like tupac did on hit em up
Bring it back for those who in fact dedicate the time
to produce tracks, those who use rap as an escape way
from chiraq, but here we go i had a vision
It was driven by the lack of supervision
i had 8 niggas, eight of us, we all had the same goal
I was the leader, the one with the most potential
One nigga didnt wanna be beef, he dissed us subliminal
The other one, still here, smokin weed with them criminals
the other nigga was mental and wanted control
he left us to rot, and went on his own so eight went to six quick
one started to sell bricks, the other one left with my chick
one became so caught up in his football business
so now in the end i got 3 of my friends, until he claimed to be my killer
I had to find this nigger beat his ass, he looked like he needed a filter
It still hurts, that this nigga would trade on us,
fuckin wuss, tried to set us up for an ambush.
So six went to three thats what i believe,
its still shy, shady and kyara Marie
We also got split up with our nigga steve
they tried to jump him, scared him outta his socks,
he didnt know how to box, he made no sound like a fox
all he wanted was to live out the dream aswell, but he ended up gone
Like jamal, switching up on the squads,
all this beef shit is still squashed,
even tho hollywood said my name in a song
She said if i hit em up, i'd be dead wrong
And that this violence will never end, so i got my rap pad and typed
I was feeling hyped, i felt like i earned my stripes, this gone be tight
I understand how were all going to make it, so i got my pen
and someone stole my song, its like they stripped me naked
Like the houses in Detroit i was fuckin vacant
now all i got in the end, is three of my best friends
and i told them i know a way how to fuckin win
BRING IT BACK TO WHERE IT BEGINS
YOU KNOW IT, I KNOW IT CHIRAQ
THE KILLING NEVER ENDS
YOUR LIFE IS NOTHIN TO THESE KILLAS
Illinois the state where you'll most likely die at
Especially wheres the chi at, thats why they call it chiraq
Your way of seeing it is Chicago ours isnt ours is a tunnel
of deaths and the only way out is either carrying techs
or learning how to rap and being the fuckin best
But this place fucks with your heads, look at kanye west,
FUCK THE PRESS, Rest in peace JoJo, pappy and yall know the rest
for years i thought that there would be a damn solution.
But its not even for those makin music
Violence rules chiraq, and thats why its ILL
Detroit or an amityville aint got shit on how the way chiraqs rep built
Kiddies got bullets going threw their neck,
ask why they shoot they say for respect,
The cops tryin to question, but cant get a suspect
because everybody dont snitch, and they change the subject
but when your victim, and your baby is the one bleeding out
and you wanna scream and shout,
remember its the topic you cant talk about?
Niggas ask you what you cryin bout, run before the sirens sprout
fled the scene, the little boys dead, didnt even make it to thirteen
how could this be, he was hit in crossfire, meant to hit his dad
now his dad gonna go crazy like the actor of ms.doubtfire
How could a father live knowing the reason why his son is slaughter
for being in a gang claiming things, Killin ... And them Latino Kings
Make the nina sing, And make they body smell like rotten onion rings
What do you think, fight today, gone before you can even blink
This is what you find, In this fucked up ILL State of MIND
THIS IS WHAT YOU DONT LIKE TO HEAR!!!
THIS IS WHAT YOU HATE TO HEAR!!
YOU DONT WANT SONGS LIKE THIS BEING PLAYED
YOU JUST WANT HOT CLUB BANGERS
TO BE SLAYED, BY A FUCKIN THUG RAPPER
YOU DONT WANT A FUCKIN ADAPTER
YALL KILLIN ME, LIKE YALL JUST AFTER
EVERYBODY SANITY, NIGGAS GOIN CRAZY
OVER THEIR DEAD BABIES,
NEVER SHOULD A MOTHER HAVE TO BURY THEIR CHILD
BUT IN THE SUMMER YALL NIGGAS WANNA BE WILD
QUIT THAT SHIT, CALM DOWN WITH THAT
IF YOUR GONNA SCRAP THEN SCRAP
PUT AWAY THE GATS AND IF YOUR GONNA RAP THEN RAP
BUT BE SMART, MAKE SURE IT DONT GET YOU CAPPED....
YALL SOME DAMN IDIOTS, FUCKIN RETARDED
I BET YALL DONT EVEN KNOW THE REAL REALIZE GANG WARS STARTED
IT SEEMS LIKE THE GOVERNMENT WANTS US TO KILL EACH
OTHER OFF
KILL US ALL, AND REPLACE OUR HOODS WITH A NEW PLACE
TO GOLF!!
EVERYBODY CANT BE HARD, EVERYBODY CANT ACCEPT THAT THEIR SOFT...
THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL FIND, IN THIS ILL STATE OF MIND..
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Kas2xBLack
Member since October 12 2014