Why God

Hey god i just can't believe im here .

Now i can finally live and walk around without feeling fear

I can't believe i'm standing at these gates

A thought a shorty like me was going to hell with the sins iv'e made

But i'm happy that i'm here and i'm safe.

I've always wanted to ask why you took the ones i loved

When you took them god i swear my heart was crushed

And why did you make people so judgemental

When your the one who created hearts so gentle

God if i can tell you one thing i've always wanted to

Were watching over me when i was like 2

When i was living broke with my momma

The times when i got my heart broken by these fuck boys

The time my dad walked out of my life without picking a choice

God if you the man why did you make life so hard

Why you keep tearing familys apart

God why do you keep letting people get hurt

Then you expect people to be happy when they 6 feet in the dirt.

Why would you rather keep them here and not there

I knew one day it would come to to them it's not fair.

You even took ones who weren't even born yet.

Left mothers crying for days with the pain in they chest

God i can say i appreciate the work that you've done

It's been a while since i thought i'd ever be here

But everytime i'm walking in streets i knew death was real near

God thank you for forgiving me for all my sins

As soon as you open these gates a shorty like me new life begins