murjk

When i was little i used to play with toy cars

then i grew up and realised life is hard

now school is to much everyday is the same

i learn nothing and life's passin by in rush

my imagination dissapears day by day

yeah it feels like everything is getting erased

now i gotta pay, with low grades and my future taken away

while im working my ass off just trying to pass

this fucking school system is a fucking mess

dont get me wrong i love the idea of education

but right now its so stressful that i need medication

then ill get charged with a wrongful conviction

they will call it an addiction

even tho its a crime with no victim no affliction

yeah thats the politics of today

u dont even rule over ur body they will make u pay

now im on the record cant get a job

how is that supposed to help me not do drugs?

im about to self destruct

 

i dont know if im depressed or a fucking dramaqueen

all i know is that i dont know anything about me

my motivation for anything is lost

school love health yeah everything is gone

i feel so alone but i like it sometimes i like to unknown

it is said health goes before freedom

but i still feel like shit, i feel like im being eaten

they say its the drugs

but i know its the system that fucked me up

the monster inside of me is growing

the drugs dampen it, atleast that something

im like a ticking timebomb not far away from blowing

im choking but all of that goes away when im smoking

its impossible to find the piece that is missin

i still see this world is fucked up with my clouded vision

people dont get it

i look happy on the outside but on the inside its now the same

im about to go insane

my personality fails

im quite the shy person so the rap helps me to express myself

it aids me so i dont distress myself

im unable to excel with these last words i say farewell