RECOVERY Freestyle Emotional Pa...
• Written by koolaidman
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[Intro – 0:00–0:12]
Yeah, uh...
Been through hell, but I'm still here,
Six needles in my arm, man, the pain was real.
Surgery done, but the battle ain't over,
Every day I wake up, I'm fighting for closure.
[Verse 1 – 0:12–0:42]
Six times tryna get that IV in,
Layin' on the bed, where do I begin?
Needles in my arm, had to hold that pain,
Told myself I'm strong, gotta fight through the rain.
Went under the lights, didn't know what I'd feel,
Woke up from surgery, now the struggle got real.
Nose all stuffed, barely breathing at night,
Sitting in my recliner, tryna make it alright.
Blood on the tissue, pressure in my head,
Barely getting sleep, got a thousand thoughts instead.
People see me smiling, think I'm doing okay,
They don't know the battles that I'm fighting every day.
[Hook – 0:42–1:02]
I'm in recovery, fighting through the pain,
Tryna see the sunshine underneath this rain.
Can't breathe right, but I'm holding on,
Three days down, still gotta stay strong.
I'm in recovery, yeah, I'm healing slow,
Got a long way left, but I ain't letting go.
Every scar I carry got a story to tell,
Made it through surgery, made it through hell.
[Verse 2 – 1:02–1:32]
Right side blocked, left side barely clear,
Another sleepless night, but I'm still right here.
Doing all my rinses, watching blood clots fall,
Had a little scare, thought I'd lose it all.
Pressure by my eyebrows, feeling so drained,
Every little breath got me fighting through pain.
Never knew recovery could feel this rough,
Always thought I was strong, now I'm proving I'm tough.
Medicine beside me, pillows stacked high,
Looking at the ceiling, asking God why.
But I know deep down that I'm gonna be fine,
Healing ain't a race, gotta give it some time.
[Final Hook – 1:32–1:52]
I'm in recovery, fighting through the pain,
Tryna see the sunshine underneath this rain.
Can't breathe right, but I'm holding on,
Every day I wake up, I'm a little more strong.
I'm in recovery, ain't giving up now,
Life tried to break me, but I won't back down.
Got a long road ahead, but I'm standing tall,
I survived the surgery, I'll survive it all.
[Outro – 1:52–2:00]
Yeah...
Day three, still healing...
Six needles, one surgery, a whole lotta pain.
But this ain't the end of my story...
This is my recovery.
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024