TRYNA KILL ME FIRST Old-School ...
• Written by koolaidman
@prodbyjecz
[Intro – 0:00–0:12]
Yeah, yeah, oh-oh
Demons in my head, they know my worth
Tryna find some peace, but pain comes first
Woah, woah...
[Chorus – 0:12–0:35]
Demons tryna kill me first,
I been fighting pain since birth,
Heart so cold, it couldn't hurt,
But somehow I'm still feeling worse.
I been drowning in my thoughts,
Losing everything I got,
They don't see the way I hurt,
Guess my demons want me first.
[Verse 1 – 0:35–1:02]
Three in the morning, I'm wide awake,
Too many memories I can't erase,
Fake love left me with a bitter taste,
I gave my heart, they threw it away.
I've been running from a broken past,
Every good thing never seems to last,
Looking in the mirror, who's that man?
Used to have dreams, now I barely laugh.
I don't wanna fall, but I'm losing grip,
Life moves fast, I'm just sick of it,
Everybody loves when you're doing big,
But when you fall, they forget you exist.
[Chorus – 1:02–1:25]
Demons tryna kill me first,
I been fighting pain since birth,
Heart so cold, it couldn't hurt,
But somehow I'm still feeling worse.
I been drowning in my thoughts,
Losing everything I got,
They don't see the way I hurt,
Guess my demons want me first.
[Verse 2 – 1:25–1:55]
I been talking to the moon again,
Asking God when this pain gon' end,
Lost some people I called my friends,
Now I'm scared to let somebody in.
Every scar got a story to tell,
I been through heaven, walked through hell,
Smiling outside, inside ain't well,
Got a thousand thoughts that I never tell.
Rain keeps falling on my windowpane,
Tried moving on, but I feel the same,
I ain't giving up, I survived the rain,
If the demons come, I'll fight again.
[Final Chorus – 1:55–2:12]
Demons tryna kill me first,
I been fighting pain since birth,
Heart so cold, it couldn't hurt,
But I know that I deserve
More than drowning in my thoughts,
More than everything I lost,
They can try to make me hurt,
But they won't kill my hope first.
[Outro – 2:12–2:19]
Yeah, yeah...
Still breathing through the hurt,
They ain't taking me first...
Woah...
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024