LIKE I WAS BY ONYX

Maybe we should not breathe and kill ourselves

 

And kill ourselves, and kill ourselves, and kill ourselves

 

And kill ourselves, and kill ourselves, and kill ourselves..

 

And kill ourselves...

 

 

 

I knew you weren't all in like I was

 

Got me messed up in the head, feel like I'm done

 

She gave me her love but I messed it up

 

I can't feel my face, I'm so fed up

 

I knew you weren't all in like I was

 

Got me fed up in my bed, I'm so done

 

She broke my heart so many times more than once

 

I think I'm in love, God, I suck

 

 

 

High off Xanny, just tryna feel sum'

 

I walk into the club all black like a nun

 

She wants me dead, I understand, so do I, yeah

 

Got me tryna reminisce 'bout my past life, yeah

 

And I tried my best to let you know

 

That I couldn't really let you go

 

Got me in my bed, tryna fuckin' sleep

 

But if I sleep I will not breathe-eathe

 

I get nightmares 'bout you and me

 

Why the hell did we even meet?

 

And my brain's dead weight, I can't see

 

I couldn't see you hated me-e-e-e

 

And she got me fucked up, she got me broken

 

I really thought she'd be there for me I never noticed

 

That she didn't really care for me she was just lyin'

 

Lyin' to my face, baby, you lyin'

 

And she got me high as fuck, I am the highest

 

In the motherfuckin' room, call me your Highness

 

And we gon' go out wit' a boom, we gon' be dyin'

 

Maybe I will reach Heaven and find a silver lining

 

But-but there's no silver linings

 

My diamonds wet they like Poseidon

 

Got the Glock on me, shoot a fuck nigga, he dyin'

 

I just walked in with the Glocky, leave his brain leakin'

 

My own mama told me to stop breathin'

 

Nowadays I'm barely fuckin' eating or sleepin'

 

I haven't eaten since last week, bitch

 

I'm weakened, so weakened, so weakened..

 

I got thoughts & temptations, can't hold conversations

 

Want you to be patient, my bed is now vacant

 

Your lies were so blatant, and God, I can't take it

 

Them drugs I be takin', I'm self-medicatin'

 

These niggas, they faking, I knew they was fakin'

 

True love be the fakest, like, why'd you go fake it?

 

I hope that I make it, 'cause if I don't make it

 

I might fuckin' die, hoe, no time for conversatin', uh

 

And you're trouble, you're trouble, you're trouble

 

Pain has doubled, has doubled, has doubled

 

And how did we reach this? I am unsure 'bout it

 

I cannot fucking go and live without it

 

And these hoes they always talk about it

 

And these niggas, they always wanna doubt it

 

Like, why the fuck are you always doubtin'?

 

Blew out his brains, he went down quick

 

And I grabbed this drink and I downed it

 

And I don't wan' drown, bitch, no drownin'

 

In my head, you're dead, what 'bout it?

 

And I hope this ends the misery, my surroundings

 

Don't look real to me, what 'bout it? What about it?

 

Steve Lacy with the motherfuckin' bad habits

 

I just gave you my heart and you went and took a stab at it

 

I bite my tongue in anticipation, I'm mad at it

 

She got me wishin' for true love, she backstabbin'

 

Fuckin' take the top off, nigga, my bad habits

 

Got me wishin' and prayin' for somethin' else than that madness

 

And it couldn't be that bad, bitch

 

Oh God, it was that bad, bitch

 

Want your love, but I'm mad at it

 

Got me in love, baby, bad habits, bad habits

 

Infrunami type shit, nigga

 

Gave you my heart, you was my bitch, nigga

 

And you went and stole my shit, nigga

 

And you went and stole my chick, nigga

 

Ooh, we was fine dining, nigga

 

High as fuck, I'm highest, nigga

 

She wants me dead, I ain't lying, nigga

 

Inside my head, that's some shit I'm fine with

 

She said, "Why you hidin'? Baby, why you hidin'"?

 

I don't know, don't ask me

 

I just wanna feel happy

 

All these bitches, they nasty

 

And I want her to send the fuckin' Addy

 

MSMR, shit, we remastered

 

She in my DMs, but nothing else matters

 

And I got fucked up, my skull shattered

 

Now there's brain matter splattered

 

On the motherfuckin' wall, no happily ever afters

 

And I walked into the club wit' my motherfuckin' blaster

 

Shootin' at niggas, send 'em to Heaven

 

And I got my gun on my denim, spittin' venom

 

Spiders is poisonous, lil' nigga, I always come back for seconds

 

I'm shittin' on niggas with the MAC 10, Armageddon

 

She been tryna fuck me, she sextin', she textin'

 

I left her on read, bitch, forget it, no regrets, bitch

 

I don't regret it, I do not regret it

 

Glocky tucked in my pocket, I sent him

 

All the way high up to Heaven

 

Like a motherfuckin' pelican, he flew up to Heaven

 

Woah-oh, send 'em high up

 

She wants me dead, I'm livin' my life up

 

All in my bed, she wan' fuck, I'm tied up

 

Niggas want bread, I need the bread, shoot them guys up

 

Yeah, yeah, lift the fuckin' pipe up

 

Top off the Mai Tais, lil' nigga tongue tied up

 

And I just want your love, can I have some? I like love

 

She been tryna say thangs, I don't listen, I'm fired up

 

And God, I'm so fucking tired of all this shit

 

I would rather get fired than acknowledge it

 

And baby, everything always backfires, I cannot fix

 

And these niggas got me retired, like, fuck this shit

 

I slashed her fuckin' tires so she couldn't win

 

These niggas have me tired, hop in the fuckin' whip

 

Lil' bitch almost got me fired, she a fuckin' snitch

 

I get higher and higher than I've ever been

 

I built this empire, I built all this

 

And bitch, I set it all on fire, just to prove a point

 

If you left right now, I think I'd have no choice

 

But to-

 

 

 

Maybe we should not breathe and kill ourselves

 

And kill ourselves, and kill ourselves, and kill ourselves

 

And kill ourselves, and kill ourselves, and kill ourselves..

 

And kill ourselves...

 

 

 

I knew you weren't all in like I was

 

Got me messed up in the head, feel like I'm done

 

She gave me her love but I messed it up

 

I can't feel my face, I'm so fed up

 

I knew you weren't all in like I was

 

Got me fed up in my bed, I'm so done

 

She broke my heart so many times more than once

 

I think I'm in love, God, I suck

 

 

 

Maybe we should not breathe and kill ourselves

 

And kill ourselves, and kill ourselves, and kill ourselves

 

And kill ourselves, and kill ourselves, and kill ourselves..

 

And kill ourselves...

 

 

 

I knew you weren't all in like I was

 

Got me reminiscin' 'bout love I fuckin' want

 

She gave me her trust but I fucked it up

 

I can't feel my face, I'm so lovestruck

 

I know you weren't all in like I was

 

Got me thinking in my bed, like, what is love?

 

She broke my heart so many times, I'm done

 

She broke my trust, left me fucked up