Mind Melt
• Written by S_GREY
S_GREY's Notes
Maybe someone remembers this
Originally Written: November 9, 2025
//[Verse 1] [0:21]
Look, I don’t know where to start, my head's a riot
Defiant, thoughts bang violent, just be quiet, I can’t deny it
Everything’s too loud, too fast, can’t pace or brace it
Life’s squeezing and breaking me, I can’t face it
Pain temporary, fear’s secondary, stress sticks like glue
Tell myself it’s a phase, but days replay déjà vu
I’m cracked, abstract, just a product of stress
Sleep skips me nightly, confesses breath in a mess
My thoughts overlap, like cars colliding in a wreck
Still tryna keep up the rhyme and sweep through the mental speck
Mom said, “grow up,” I said, “I tried, backfired fast"
Now she stares like my pain’s expired, like shadows I cast
My voice shakes, but my bars stay ironclad
‘Cause it’s the only thing I’ve got when I lose what I had
Can’t stand mirrors, I don’t trust what I see
Every crack in the glass looks too fucking much like me
//[Chorus] [1:03]
Yeah, I talk to nothin’, but maybe you’re near my mind
Fear rewinds, clear signs smear the design
Life loops lunacy, truth seeps through the air
I pace, spit, split, glitch, no body, nobody there
Shards spark, dark marks carve scars in the light
Heart hardens, bark sharp, bite back through the night
Every rhyme’s a lifeline, every line a breath
Mind Melt, I'm still here, still caught in this mess
//[Verse 2] [1:23]
I’m so sick of it, stiff in it, pain stitched in the core
Mom keeps yellin’ through the door, I’m cemented to the floor
She said I’m worthless ‘cause I stopped tryna word this
But the burden’s on my back, not muscle, that’s where the hurt is
Dreamin’ of change, still detained to the game
Same pain, flame drained, can’t aim through the shame
Fear and regret rent space in my head
One whispers “move,” the other hisses “you’re better off dead”
You hear these words, every thought I spit
Tryna keep up with me, step closer. I’ll make you quit
They say I’m gifted, but I’m driftin’, barely afloat
Bleedin’ bars like IV scars just to stay woke
Now I know I ain’t much when you look me in my face
Guess it’s fate, people vanish when they stare at the fake
Everybody came close, then they ghost, they pretend
I learned silence cuts deeper than the noise of my “friends”
//[Chorus] [2:06]
Yeah, I talk to nothin’, but maybe you’re near my mind
Fear rewinds, clear signs smear the design
Life loops lunacy, truth seeps through the air
I pace, spit, split, glitch, no body, nobody there
Shards spark, dark marks carve scars in the light
Heart hardens, bark sharp, bite back through the night
Every rhyme’s a lifeline, every line a breath
Mind Melt, I'm still here, still caught in this mess
//[Verse 3] [2:26]
Static in my skeleton, messages meddlin’, just more adrenaline
Head spinnin’, sentences bendin’, my weapon’s the pen again
Rage settle in, meddlin’ meds, I’m my own specimen
Brain patterns scatter, I shatter when pressure’s settin’ in
Crack codes, overload modes, I’m in the backroads
Facts fold, heart’s cold, I’m still carryin’ black loads
Tracks go ballistic, twisted, cryptic vocals
Local ghost turn global, I’m postal, officially antisocial
If you catch my meltdown on repeat, I hope you listen close
Not for pity, just proof that the shit I own is dose
I spit this to the void; maybe you’re the one who stays
Maybe you’re the one who hears me and don’t look away
Who helps a kid the universe breaks in two
Who holds weight when the whole world shakes loose screws
Every secret I hide gets revived when I write
Mind Melt’s the file name stamped in my heart’s dark archives
//[Chorus] [2:06]
Yeah, I talk to nothin’, but maybe you’re near my mind
Fear rewinds, clear signs smear the design
Life loops lunacy, truth seeps through the air
I pace, spit, split, glitch, no body, nobody there
Shards spark, dark marks carve scars in the light
Heart hardens, bark sharp, bite back through the night
Every rhyme’s a lifeline, every line a breath
Mind Melt, I'm still here, still caught in this mess
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S_GREY
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