Heart Problems

in my brain i have this thesis, but I think its incomplete

Like a puzzle missing peices when its getting hard to breath

I got problems herbs and potions but they call it a disease

Im addicted to the substance cuase I gives me some relief

In the silence I have fallen for the futures what you speak

Yeah I spoke it, and I broke, i had a feeling she would leave

 

Now the house feel like a coffin and the clock just keep on tickin

Every second got me thinkin bout the way I been existin

Tried to fix it with the bottle, tried to numb it with the smoke

But the quiet still remind me of the promises I broke

She was lookin for a partner, I was lookin for escape

Now I’m starin at the ceiling playin back every mistake

 

Heart problems, yeah I’m dyin slow

Got the medicine but still don’t know

How to stop the bleedin when the love already gone

Heart problems, can’t leave it alone

Every night I feel it in my bones

Tryna fill the empty with a high that don’t last long

 

I been walkin through the wreckage of the man I used to be

Tryna piece together pieces that don’t even look like me

Told myself I’m gettin better just to fall back in the same

Same thoughts, same patterns, same poison in my veins

 

She deserved a softer version, not the one that slammed the door

Not the one that turned the volume up when she was askin for more

Now the mirror lookin foreign and the eyes lookin ashamed

Every “I’m okay” I said just made the distance more the same

 

I can feel her in the silence like a ghost that won’t depart

Got her name still on my tongue and her absence in my heart

Ain’t no potion gonna fix this, ain’t no herb gon make it right

Just a man with broken pieces learnin how to face the night

 

Heart problems, yeah I’m dyin slow

Got the medicine but still don’t know

How to stop the bleedin when the love already gone

Heart problems, can’t leave it alone

Every night I feel it in my bones

Tryna fill the empty with a high that don’t last long

 

Thesis still incomplete…

Puzzle still got missing peices…

But I’m breathin through the silence

Even when it hurts to speak

Yeah… heart problems.