TRIED MY BEST. by MercerMars

I need your love, bitch, I need that love again

 

Tryna feel something, like, can we fuck again?

 

I just wanna fuck, I do it better than anyone else do

 

Bitch, what the fuck? Baby really thought I felt you

 

And I tried my best to help you

 

Baby, my mental health is fucked up, ooh

 

Baby, I'd kill myself, too

 

Ah-ah, I just need some help, too

 

 

 

Need your love, like, I got the M's

 

Motherfuckers in my face, rap like Eminem

 

And then I do this shit like then again

 

No, me and you can't be friends again

 

Nobody understands what I've been through

 

All the fuckin' shit that we get into

 

Baby, the way them bitches done did you

 

Walk into the club with a stick and a blick, too

 

I'ma blip you, I fuck that bitch elegantly

 

These niggas is dumb, yeah, they're dead to me

 

Told my lil' baby she gon' be the death of me

 

I get so fuckin' high off drugs and that ecstasy

 

Tellin' my bitches where the fuck the meth'll be

 

I know these hoes just wanna have sex with me

 

You know how I be, I do this shit, I'm the definition of elegant, G_

 

And now she all on my dick tryna go and come sext with me

 

Got some lame niggas who be textin' me

 

No nigga, you can't text with me (you can't, oh)

 

I'm magical, bitch, I'ma delicacy

 

Fuck all them other lame niggas, you won't get the best of me

 

She broke my heart but there's still somethin' left of me

 

And now she ran away with my heart and the motherfuckin' fuckin' key

 

Ooh-ooh, whatchu want from me? I done built this whole company

 

Built this whole motherfuckin' empire, you don't wanna acknowledge that

 

Baby make 'em vomit fast, fake niggas heads fly like comets fast

 

Ooh-ooh, Soulja Boy shit, I'ma soldier

 

I'm never gonna stop 'til the war is fuckin' over

 

Need all these drugs and subs, baby, I ain't sober

 

Sendin' me subs in prison, hoppin' in the Rover

 

Cops searchin' my car, find like 27 guns

 

And I don't give a fuckin' fuck, I eat hoes like you for lunch

 

Niggas know I pack a punch and I get dough, shit like Captain Crunch

 

I fell in love, I wan' be loved, my dearly beloved, bitch, what the fuck?

 

Niggas know what the fuck is up, walk in and say, "Hey, what's up?"

 

Babygirl wanna fuckin' fuck, 'til she fuckin' cums

 

Niggas always wanna duck, sit here wonderin' why the fuck

 

I'm still here hanging with hoes like you

 

And I don't know what I'm supposed to do

 

Like, why did I get so close to you?

 

I really thought you'd notice me like I've noticed you

 

Like I notice you, baby, I ain't over you, your manager promotin' you

 

Fake niggas know that I have chosen you

 

I told myself, "Did I really know you that well?"

 

I guess not, oh well, been stuck in my own special Hell

 

Got me fucked up yeah under your spell

 

Need that ecstasy, bitch, I need help

 

But I don't want your help, I wan' be someone else

 

Might kill myself, might drill myself

 

Can't feel myself, can't heal myself

 

My face it melts, my dad with the belt

 

Gon' kill myself, I'll kill myself, and I wish you well

 

Oh, well, oh well, uh

 

 

 

I need your love, bitch, I need that love again

 

Tryna feel something, like, can we fuck again?

 

I just wanna fuck, I do it better than anyone else do

 

Bitch, what the fuck? Baby really thought I felt you

 

And I tried my best to help you

 

Baby, my mental health is fucked up, ooh

 

Baby, I'd kill myself, too

 

Ah-ah, I just need some help, too

 

 

 

Uh, you niggas is creeps, icy like Drake

 

Bitch, who are you? Don't talk to me, the drugs that I take

 

She don't do honesty, so honestly, get the fuck away from me

 

Bitches calling the cops, she wanna stay with me

 

She took my heart and played with me

 

Why the Hell did she start betrayin' me?

 

I'm not too sure, but the toll it takes on me

 

Oh-oh-oh, my mental health ain't doing fine

 

At this point I wanna fuckin' die (fuckin' die, ayy)

 

Might as well do suicide (suicide, ayy)

 

Suicide-by-cop, maybe I'll reach paradise

 

Got me paralyzed, world so sterilized

 

You didn't care 'bout me, yeah, my shit be verified

 

Like, did you verify? And shit ain't feelin' right

 

Drugs I'm dealin' like, baby, is you feelin' right-ight?

 

Feel like I'm dying slow

 

And I ain't wanna die young, don't know where my mind'll go

 

Paintin' self-portraits 'cause I'm gorgeous, why you lyin', though?

 

Why you lyin', hoe? What the fuck you lyin' fo'?

 

And she going to all my shows, tryna get backstage

 

And I fucked up so badly I made my dad rage

 

I know these fake niggas never had no bad days

 

So why the fuck you actin' like you had when you haven't? Tryna fix my bad ways

 

I don't wanna go out that way, that way

 

Baby, you's a bad babe, bad bae, bad babe

 

Higher than your ego, bitch, ballin' like I'm Berkeley

 

And she hidin' from me 'cause she knows she hurt me

 

And she burned me, yeah, she burnt me

 

She burns me, baby knows it hurts me

 

And I fucked up, is it concerning?

 

And my heart's fucked, it's always hurtin'

 

And the world around me is fuckin' burning

 

Fever type shit, I be burnin' up, stomach churning

 

I'm never learning no lessons, never learnin'

 

Baby, I'm researchin', searchin'

 

For clarity, nobody was there for me

 

Nobody cares for me, nobody done cared for me

 

You're a nightmare to me, baby, it's unfair to me

 

We have no similarities, bitch, I'm rare, a rarity

 

Niggas mad, but I got solidarity, hey, it's me, Verity

 

Bitch I can help you, what you need help with?

 

Bitch gon' be dealt with, that bitch gon' be dealt with

 

My face, it be meltin', I don't need your help, bitch

 

Them niggas get dealt quick, I be stuck in Hell with

 

A_ really bad felt bitch, God, I done felt it

 

Feelings I'm feelin', I've never really felt this

 

High to the ceilin', bitch, my mental health is

 

In the shitter, bitch, she wantin' wealth quick

 

I don't work well with, work well with

 

Fake niggas who be hellish, hell-hellish

 

My mama says I'm selfish, I'll go and kill myself quick

 

I wanna be someone else, bitch

 

I wanna be someone else, bitch

 

I fell for you, and I fell quick

 

Other lame niggas that I fell with, that I fell with

 

Ooh-ooh-ooh, have you felt it? I ain't ever really ever felt shit

 

And my heart broken as hell, to Hell with

 

Them fake niggas, I hate niggas, they will be dealt with

 

I need 8 niggas to save niggas from this hellish

 

Fuckin' dimension, I shared a hotel with

 

This nice bitch, she was Asian, tryna help myself with

 

Tryna find somethin' new, baby, fuck this

 

Fuck this, fu-fuck this, bitches get confronted

 

Niggas who be judgin', we gon' go confront 'em

 

Niggas always confrontin', why the fuck you frontin'?

 

Niggas quick to front quick, swift with the stick, you got dust, bitch

 

Dusty niggas, dusty niggas, dusty niggas, dusty niggas

 

Rusty niggas, yeah, musty niggas

 

Walk into the club with 20 niggas

 

I know you want my love, but I got many niggas

 

To fuckin' kill this plug if he don't give me drugs

 

The fuck? I fell in love, fell in love

 

With the drugs and the money and the guns, guns, guns...

 

 

 

I need your love, bitch, I need that love again

 

Tryna feel something, like, can we fuck again?

 

I just wanna fuck, I do it better than anyone else do

 

Bitch, what the fuck? Baby really thought I felt you

 

And I tried my best to help you

 

Baby, my mental health is fucked up, ooh

 

Baby, I'd kill myself, too

 

Ah-ah, I just need some help, too