COLLAPSE (REMIX)
• Written by koolaidman
Prod. by BynD
[Intro – 0:00–0:12]
(Oh-oh, yeah)
I've been falling apart again,
Trying to find where the pain began.
(Whoa-oh)
I'm losing myself again...
[Chorus – 0:12–0:36]
I'm 'bout to collapse, can't carry this weight,
Smiling through pain while I'm losing my faith.
Heart full of scars that I cannot erase,
Running from memories I cannot escape.
I'm falling down, but I'm holding on,
Fighting these demons when the lights go off.
Screaming for help, but nobody calls,
I'm still standing while my whole world falls.
[Verse 1 – 0:36–1:01]
Three in the morning, I'm staring at walls,
Phone full of numbers, got nobody to call.
I gave you my heart, you watched it dissolve,
Now I'm picking up pieces too broken to solve.
Rain on my window, tears on my sleeve,
Everybody says they're here, then they leave.
I buried my feelings somewhere underneath,
Now the person I was is a stranger to me.
I keep saying I'm fine, but I'm barely alive,
Got a thousand regrets that I keep locked inside.
I'm afraid of the dark, but I live in my mind,
Trying to find me before I run out of time.
[Pre-Chorus – 1:01–1:13]
Tell me, will the sun shine after the rain?
Will I ever feel love without feeling pain?
I've been holding my breath through another heartbreak,
One more little crack and I'm scared I might break.
[Chorus – 1:13–1:37]
I'm 'bout to collapse, can't carry this weight,
Smiling through pain while I'm losing my faith.
Heart full of scars that I cannot erase,
Running from memories I cannot escape.
I'm falling down, but I'm holding on,
Fighting these demons when the lights go off.
Screaming for help, but nobody calls,
I'm still standing while my whole world falls.
[Verse 2 – 1:37–2:01]
I've been searching for peace in a house full of ghosts,
Missing the people who hurt me the most.
I gave away pieces, got nothing to show,
Now I'm freezing inside where the flowers once grew.
I remember the nights when I prayed for a sign,
Asked God for a reason to keep up the fight.
Maybe these scars are a part of my life,
But they don't get to write how my story will die.
So I'll take one more step through the pouring rain,
Let the tears fall down, let 'em wash my pain.
If I'm falling apart, I can heal again,
Even broken hearts find a way to mend.
[Outro – 2:01–2:20]
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
I'm 'bout to collapse, but I won't let go,
Even when I'm lost, there's a way back home.
If the whole world falls, I'll rise through it all,
I might bend, I might break...
But I won't collapse.
(No, I won't collapse...)
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024