HOLIDAY Remix9/21
• Written by koolaidman
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**[Intro]**
Another holiday, another empty room
Everybody celebrating, I’m still missing you
Lights across the city, but I’m feeling blue
Funny how the brightest nights remind me most of you
**[Chorus]**
Holiday, holiday
Why you gotta feel this way?
Everybody got somebody
I’m just wishing you would stay
Holiday, holiday
Your goodbye won’t fade away
All these lights are shining bright
But without you, they look gray
Holiday, holiday
I still call your name some days
Everybody’s celebrating
I’m just trying to be okay
**[Verse 1]**
Cold nights, staring through the window
Watching all the cars move down the road
Last year, you were sitting right beside me
Now I'm talking to your picture on my phone
I deleted every message, still remember every word
Told myself I'm healing, but the truth still hurts
They say time makes it better, guess I'm taking my turn
'Cause every bridge I build somehow still seems to burn
I bought gifts I never got to give
Made plans for a life we never lived
Now December got me questioning
How somebody leaves but never really leaves
**[Chorus]**
Holiday, holiday
Why you gotta feel this way?
Everybody got somebody
I’m just wishing you would stay
Holiday, holiday
Your goodbye won’t fade away
All these lights are shining bright
But without you, they look gray
Holiday, holiday
I still call your name some days
Everybody’s celebrating
I’m just trying to be okay
**[Verse 2]**
Midnight, everybody counting down
I'm in the back trying not to break down
People asking why I never come around
Hard to celebrate when you’re not here now
Maybe one day I won't check my phone
Maybe one day I’ll be fine alone
Maybe these lights won't feel so cold
Maybe your name won't feel like home
But tonight I’m letting memories run
Thinking 'bout the person I was
Before goodbye became all that I knew
Before every holiday reminded me of you
**[Bridge]**
If I could ask for one thing
I wouldn't ask for snow
Wouldn’t ask for money
Wouldn’t ask for gold
I'd ask for one more moment
Before you had to go
Just so I could tell you
What you already know
**[Final Chorus]**
Holiday, holiday
Why you gotta feel this way?
Everybody got somebody
I’m still wishing you would stay
Holiday, holiday
Maybe I'll be fine someday
All these lights can shine without you
But they’ll never feel the same
Holiday, holiday
I still miss you anyway
Everybody’s celebrating
I’m just trying to be okay
**[Outro]**
Another holiday
Another empty place
Another year goes by
And I still see your face
Holiday, holiday
Maybe I'll be okay
Just not today
Just not today
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024