HATE ON U (PLAYWITHYOU)
• Written by LyricalX
I don't really wanna die
But I don't think it's okay with you
Sorry that I played with your mind
I done played with you
Broke your fuckin' heart all the time
And then I go and lay with you
God, I fucking hate the way you love me
That's why I hate on you
That's why I hate on you
And I'm sorry for all the times I played games with you
Playing with your mind all the time let it rain on you
And I'ma let that chopper bang on you, bang on you
And I'm sorry for the shit I claimed to do
And I know some days I be claimin' you
She said, "Am_ I just a claim to you? Am_ I that lame to you?"
She said, "Don't play with me and I won't play with you"
And I lose my shit 'bout you, I always came to you
When shit went wrong and then I'd play with you
I play with your pussy, she say, "There's no use in tamin' you"
Cutthroat, motherfucker, these hoes all lames to you
And I know I fucked up, I ain't blaming you
And I been chasin' you, I'm just saying, dude
But uh, that shit I gave to you? I stole it, I stole it
Baby, I hated you, but now you grow on me, and I hate that, too
And I can't say goodbye, no, I wanna stay with you
And you can stay with me, and I won't play with you
Blow out my brains for you, put my pain on you
And it pains me to admit I came for you
These bitches, they hate on you, they hatin' you
And I hate your ass, baby, I was playin' you
I be betraying you, my demons, they taking you
And she said, "There's no saving you, saving you, saving you"
My apologies, didn't mean that, the shit I say to you
Has you crying in your room, my demons awaiting you
Rip my heart out my chest so I can't love nobody
All I really want is to feel on your body, ayy-ayy-ayy
God created you, he created you
There's nothing I can say or do, say-say-say or do
And God, it's hard to explain to you, explain to you
How I fuckin' feel, your mama said for me to stay away from you
But I fucking can't, no, I don't give a damn
You're mine, fuck you and your other mans
You're-you're mine, fuck you and your other mans
Yeah, your other mans
My pain breaking through, and I hate the shit I always fuckin' say to you
And I know I fucked up so severely there's nothing I can say or do
To fucking fix what I broke, yet I put the blame on you
Like, why am I blaming you?
Ask my demons, not me, got the flames on you
Uh, yeah, and I'm straining to
Fucking tell you how much I love you, girl, I prayed for you
I pray for you every damn day even if you hate it, too
And we hate each other, at least we mutual
And I can't find another, it's the usual
And hoes a motherfucker, soon it'll my funeral
And I cannot just love her, but God, is she beautiful
And I'm delusional, guess we're both unsuitable
And I know I messed up, it's inexcusable
I just want you to love me, is that doable?
Is that doable? (Ah-ah) Is that doable?
Slide the blade into your ribcage, my demons cagin' you
And I want your love so badly, bitch, I aimed for you
Glocky gon' aim at you, I been maimin' you
I sent you to the hospital, it's DV
Cops called on me while I'm watchin' TV
She said, "Did you mean to beat me?"
I don't know, I just hope you wanna see me
Uh, and baby I'm making use of my remaining two
Guns to shoot a bitch ass up, we gon' maim him, too
I fell in love with the shit and the way you do
Way you do it, baby, I cannot stay away from you
Got nobody to be complaining to
But nowadays I just complain to you
I say I hated you, well, that was a lie
And you knew that that's why you didn't cry
And you knew that I always would lie
And you knew that somedays I wanted to die
And you knew that I couldn't decide
Yeah, you knew that I'd get so high
And say what's on my mind
Even if I didn't mean it
You didn't let me go, even though you had so many reasons
And I know you love me, but demons I been seeing
Fighting all my demons, fighting all my demons
So we can just get even, 'cause right now shit's uneven
I love you, but I can't express that
And you understand that, baby, that's what true love is
And I know this some true love shit, uh
I don't really wanna die
But I don't think it's okay with you
Sorry that I played with your mind
I done played with you
Broke your fuckin' heart all the time
And then I go and lay with you
God, I fucking hate the way you love me
That's why I hate on you
That's why I hate on you
Yeah, I said I hated you, pictures I paint 'bout you
We gettin' faded too, 3 days into
Our new relationship after we broke up
You keep me alive the reason why I even woke up
Woke up, woke up, wo-wo-woke up
Bitches don't know us, know us, kno-know us
Your house I be escaping to
She said, "I would escape with you"
She said, "I would escape with you"
She said, "I would escape with you"
Love her so much it's consuming me
I get jealous if she's with other dudes, not me
And I know I gotta stop that but it's hard, you see
I fell for you and you fell for me, for me, uh
It's breaking loose, demons made me lose
Bitch, I fucking love the shape of you, shape of you
But no Sheeran, bitch, 'cause baby you
Love me and I love you, but my demons have taken you
So I gotta be saving you, saving you, saving you
I will find you and defeat my demons
Even if they say thangs that are so demeaning
Can't let 'em have you
We fuck in the back of the classroom
Fuck so hard we enter the Backrooms
Backrooms, Backrooms, woah-oh
My demons, they be paradin' through
Paradin' through my heart so they can get to you and play with you
And play with you, fires blazing through
They blazing through, got the Glock with me at all times
'Case a bitch wanna play with me and play wit' you
I came with two, came with two Glocks, then I came with you
Came with you to the fuckin' mall and shit
We fucked in the back of the mall, throw a grenade into
The damn battlefield, it's an amazing view
Amazing views, we escaping through
The back door, we're free, now we creatin' new
Guns and shit to fight hoes
And that's why I really never liked hoes
I got the Glocky I go psycho
Yeah-ah-ah, fire like I'm pyro
We made it through, we made it through, woah-oh
I don't really wanna die
But I don't think it's okay with you
Sorry that I played with your mind
I done played with you
Broke your fuckin' heart all the time
And then I go and lay with you
God, I fucking hate the way you love me
That's why I hate on you
That's why I hate on you