Truth is

Intro~

Yeah, if I’m being truthful.

 

V1

The truth is, I’m such a conflicted person

The truth is, I don’t try to connect or worship as much as I’m lost within to force it

The truth is, I believe God’s existence more than when I was a young man, ignorin’

The truth, but it is just hard committing, forgive me if I’ve been so condescending Lord and

Help me find the truth path of peace, the nuisance I’ve leap into just to lose sleep

But truth is, I’m one who loves to do good deeds

The truth is, I write more angrily on loose leaf

It’s the truth but part of me’s probably harvesting my own seed, it’s amusing

When I think about it because it’s true that I always wanted to be an undefeated prick

To be truthful, I’ve beheaded gens being vicious with words, so I won’t be a victim when

They decided to speak truths about me that hurt my feelings, It’s just part of my system since

I was a younger one, had to toughen up but didn’t get strength til Em injected venom in

The symptoms kept expanding the more as the truth revealed who I really wanted to be

It just happens to be that I was given super soldier serum and started rapping to be

The best of the league, truth is I settled to lead but once reached the level of peak

Truthfully in these days my self-esteem had developed extremely and never decreased

Now everyone wants a truce as soon my notebook opens and the letters between

Start telling the truth about you when you decide you want to grab your genitals and speak

I’m as addicted and deadly as fentanyl is, how much more substance do you want from me?

It’s better to listen to the truth than a lie, and I’m not lying when I say you can’t fuck with me

I got two marriages going at once, so if you want the smoke, then I’ll finally commit adultery

Just to fuck you, its true I crave drama and I’ll always have the same outcome

Truth is I’ve been working on this damn album for so long, I forgot what the fuck was~

 

Hook~

Truth is, I don’t know who I am anymore

I know I’ve been down this road before

Truth is, I don’t know who I am anymore

To this day I’m still out fighting wars

Truth is, I don’t know~I don’t know~I don’t know~who I am anymore

What’s the meaning of life if I pass the torch?

 

V2

Yeah, truthfully at the lion’s den, lacking oxygen as my lungs are stiff from the constant shift

From excitement to lost of breath, a god of mischief must have been targetin’

It comes again to start some shit while falling in the largest pit across the grid

It always wins it seems while in between I’m arguin’ with the strongest wind

All that air blowing trying to catch my breath, looks like I am yawning and

Can’t gasp for air, yet I am still going in and out of consciousnes, such a dreadful

Experience but never call it quits, it’s only time to go beast mode like Marshawn Lynch

Suffer the consequence when I charge ‘em with lyrics that I call them the art of theft

Because if I hop on your track, it’s no longer yours as far I am here part of this

Community, truth to be told I’m never letting go of the rage monster

You gotta pray harder, or you better up your pen game sharper

You already got a grave marker placed under~

But- true fact, I’m still battle ready but I would rather set the tone of myself to behave calmer

With all these restrained chapters you cannot replace after you had became darker

Truly, I utilized methods to brutalize youthful minds but then again who am I?

Truly, I don’t remember, my soul has centered itself out of place to scrutinize

My self-awareness until I perish, I’m not in my prime but still rapping levels above

Old machinery as the kettle gets hot, fingers are locked when this pencil is joggin’

All these lyrical thoughts with minimal pause as my neurotransmitter signal disrupts

I’m truly at heart when I write emotionally, but despite of choosing peace

Everyone tries provoking me, and why’s it only me that has to fight so openly

I may be defined by broken dreams, but the truth is I never stopped trying to be the

Best version of myself as erosion starts prevailing, I am reminded to closely

Listen where my heart desires to slowly guides my soul to finally finding my token pieces

So, I can insert and spare myself for change, from all those days of guilt and rage

Trapped in a little space, asking for help when pain contributed to my derailment phase

I got off track, it was hard to latch but I’m not falling back inside that mental cage

If I’m being my truest, I don’t have the energy for any battles when I’ve fought wars

The clockwork can’t work backwards to rewind time, so I better try to move onward

Truth is, sometimes it feels like I have nothing left to write when I’m punching lead

To the paper, it’s true I got this idea when I listened to FEEL sung by Kendrick

Truth is, I think I’m not as hungry since this is my 11th year but still clocking in

I got the promotions and a lot of support when I dropped all these songs since then

Invested in myself but was it cost effective? Too much dependence on my heartbeat rhythm

That’ll pump sensations across each system til my thoughts connected for my palm to sketch it

Not sure if I lost time within, but I love the written music I’ve composed that’ve become favorites

For each generation I’ve seen come and go, I’m blessed enough just to be such a presence

I truly wanted to ask Storm to be featured on this but I felt like I stretched this far

From every bar, the length of song to the point it barely can even fit it all

One thing is clear, I’m nowhere near close to being done as I’m still here

Just know that the smear of ink from me will one day no longer appear~ because

 

Hook~

Truth is, I don’t know who I am anymore

I know I’ve been down this road before

Truth is, I don’t know who I am anymore

To this day I’m still out fighting wars

Truth is, I don’t know~I don’t know~I don’t know~who I am anymore

What’s the meaning of life if I pass the torch?

 

Yeah, Valkyrie album incoming.