Lessons

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Back in the day i wish i had a pocket full of money when i was a kid i grew

 

up hard and rough had to be tough my brother always beat me up no one

 

really gives a fuck he's a crazy nut but know one knew him like me some time

 

it was me but mostly it was because we didn't have the same dads my dad always

 

beat the shit out of him because he was kinda dumb never wanted to learn every

 

time it was his turn he really didn't have no concerns he wasn't his dad yes i know

 

it seems sad but at the time we both never knew it always thought we was born

 

together into it fight when your growing up never knew it thought we was just

 

brothers going threw it the whole time we never could understand one another

 

but then we started getting older always wondering why were beating the shit out

 

of each other always going no where at the time it didn't matter we didn't realize

 

our potential always hating on each other for every second because now we

 

knew we wasn't brothers couldn't stand one another from one end to the other

 

always showed no love for the other mama always stepped in the way she was

 

always on your side any ways he might of been my dad but you see i always

 

showed that i tried that's why you always got denied remember when you threw

 

that rock and tried to go run and hide Daddy come out the house screaming

 

and he was psst off really loud picked your ass up slammed you on the ground

 

i ask him just the other day did you know when you did what you did a long time

 

ago there was bricks all around that spot right when you did what you did i ask

 

him he said i really didn't even know it i said it was so long ago but i still remember

 

everything even the things iv said its all true people can call me crazy if they

 

like but i remember almost everything but some things we all forget so some time

 

we got to put ourself in check remember sit back and forget about all the things

 

we regret keep your head in on mission always ask your self the question have

 

i learn anything from life and all these lessons.