mirror by Heartshank
• Written by LyricalX
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
The mirror stares back at me, back at me-e
They say I'm merely bitter
They say I'm so disfigured
They say I'm not supposed to exist
They beg to differ
They pull their triggers
They say I don't deserve to live
So what can I do to fix all of this shit?
And I know you hate this
'Cause I do as well
And I've been stuck in Hell
I've been under her spell
But, oh, how I wish you well
Staring at mirrors, my face distorts
She gets nearer, of course, of course
And I want it to end, she takes me by force
And I messed up, yeah
She said, "You'll die, that's for sure"
I don't wanna die, though
I don't wanna die, though
One day I'll turn to a psycho
Lose all my fucking sanity
Where will I go? Where will I go?
Oh, where will I go?
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Staring at you, you stare at me
Messing with my head, not repairing me
This despair we live in will be forever
Sometimes I wish we were still together
We split up trying to find a way out
But every exit is blocked, people tell us, "Stay out"
Will we ever be set free? Not sure
But we've memorized the layout
I hear your cries, I tried to save you
But I couldn't fucking save you
And my demons, they'd take you, take you
Memories of my past life
Memories of our past lives
Memories of our past lives, ooh, ooh
And I thought we could escape her
But we never could
She played with us, I knew she would
And now we're her slaves, nothing is ever good
I was always messed up, I pull up my hood
Trying to fall asleep but my nightmares are my dreams
And she loves to scheme
Under her spell, under her spell
Under her spell, under her spell
Tried to lay low, as the day goes
I can't tell if it's day or night, no halos
No angels to save us, we just stay low
And I know we'll die here, yeah, they know
They know all of our secrets, we try to pay no
Mind, pay no, mind, but it's hard
It's so fucking hard when you have no heart
And you have to play your part
With a broken heart
With a broken heart
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Come around, just come around, fucking save us
We'll fucking die here before she even breaks us
And I can't even fucking wake up
And I try my best to never stay up
So maybe one day I'll fucking wake up
And this is all just a dream from day one
But I know that won't ever fucking happen
So I imagine life, yeah, life I imagine, oh
And I'm losing my will to fucking live
And she knows what she did
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna live
Kill me slow, kill me slow, kill me slow, oh
And I know that you know we'll die here with nowhere to go
Gave you all my love, but it was all for show
My heart's so cold, it's frozen
I can barely hear myself, I'm broken
Rip my eyes out, you haven't noticed
Blow my brains out, wrists cut open, woah
And I know we'll be here forever
Trying to repent our sins together
But we're too far gone
We're too far gone
Set me free, set me free
Just let me rest in peace
Set me free, set me free
Just let me rest in peace
Set me free, set me free
Just let me rest in peace
Set me free, set me free
Just let me rest in peace...
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I look in the mirror, the mirror, the mirror, the mirror
Oh-woah-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
I miss your touch
I miss your love
I miss when we were friends
And when we were kids
But now it's the end
And I'm tired of this shit
And would rather be dead
I got thoughts in my head
I miss my own fucking bed
I miss my parents and my siblings
But half of them are dead
And I fucked up so badly
It has to all be in my head
But I keep waking up here
And my eyes are so red
And I can't fucking disappear
I'm here 'til the end
And I'm so messed up
Yeah, she messes with my head