**“LONELY” — REMIX**

 

NightVibeBeats

 

 

 

Yeah

Late nights, cold rooms

Same pain, new moon

Look—

 

I been walkin’ through the city with my head down

Everybody say they love me, where they at now?

Used to dream about a stage and a packed crowd

Now I’m sittin’ in the dark, tryna back out

 

Of these thoughts in my brain, they been too loud

Smile in everybody face, but I’m broke down

I don’t even wanna talk, keep my phone down

Only time they ever call when they need somethin’ now

 

I gave my heart away, got a scar in return

Every bridge that I built, somehow I watched it burn

Had to learn being loyal don’t mean loyalty earned

Now I’m numb to the fire, I don’t feel when it burns

 

I been lonely, lonely

Even with a room full of people, nobody know me

Old friends switched sides, actin’ like they my homies

So I keep my circle small, ‘cause this world too phony

 

I remember nights I ain’t have nobody to call

Back against the wall, felt like nobody cared at all

Tears on my face, but I wiped ‘em before they fall

Had to teach myself to stand when I wanted to crawl

 

Mama said, “Keep faith, better days gon’ arrive”

But it’s hard keeping hope when you barely alive

Every day another battle just to feel alright

Every night another war I’m just tryna survive

 

I got memories I wish I could erase clean

People I still miss that I only see in dreams

Life ain’t really what they postin’ on the screen

Behind every pretty picture, somebody fighting demons unseen

 

I keep writing these verses like letters I never send

‘Cause the paper understand me better than some of my friends

If I tell you that I love you, I mean it until the end

I just pray you don’t become another wound I gotta mend

 

I been lonely, yeah, I know that feeling too well

Heart cold, but I’m still tryna wish everybody well

Been through heaven in my mind, been through pieces of hell

Got a story in my chest I’m still too scared to tell

 

Maybe one day I’ll wake up and the pain disappear

Maybe one day I can look at myself in the mirror

Without seeing every loss, every regret, every tear

I been running from my past, but it keep getting near

 

So I sit with it

Learn to live with it

Every scar on my soul got a little truth in it

If the world never loves me, I’ll still move with it

Turn the pain into a rhyme, put the whole booth in it

 

Yeah

I’m still lonely, but I’m standing

Still hurt, but I’m managing

Lost people I imagined would be here forever

Guess being alone taught me how to hold myself together

 

And if tomorrow never comes like I planned it

At least I left my heart inside these words where you can have it

I ain’t asking for no sympathy, I just had to let it breathe

Sometimes the loneliest person is the one nobody sees.