**“Heart On Ice”**

Junkie Mode

 

**[Intro]**

Yeah

I been carryin’ pain so long, I got used to the weight

Smile in they face, but inside I’m fightin’ every day

I gave my heart away, they threw that love in my face

Now that heart on ice, I don’t know if it can change

 

**[Hook]**

Heart on ice, I been way too cold

Too many nights had to cry alone

Gave you my trust, you broke it for sure

Now when you call, I don’t answer no more

Heart on ice, I got scars in my soul

Love turned fake when the truth got exposed

I was down bad, nobody came close

Now I’m gettin’ money, but I still feel broke

 

Heart on ice, heart on ice

I paid for love with a piece of my life

Told myself once, I won’t tell myself twice

If you play with my heart, then you payin’ the price

 

**[Verse 1]**

I remember sittin’ in that room with no lights on

Phone full of numbers, still nobody I could call

Everybody love you when they see you standin’ tall

But disappear quick when they watch you start to fall

 

Mama told me, “Boy, keep your head above the water”

I been swimmin’ through the pain, every year it get harder

Had dreams bigger than the place where I started

Now I’m chasin’ every dollar with a heart left guarded

 

I done gave people chances that they never deserved

Kept my mouth closed even when I heard every word

You can say that you love me, but your actions come first

I learned pretty little lies always make the truth hurt

 

I was ridin’ through the city with my mind on a million

Thinkin’ ’bout the days nobody cared how I was feelin’

Now they see a little shine, wanna act like they with me

But where was all that love when my pockets was empty?

 

I ain’t bitter, I’m just careful who I call family

Some people only stick around for what you handin’ ’em

I built walls so high, love can’t get over

And every heartbreak only made my blood colder

 

**[Hook]**

Heart on ice, I been way too cold

Too many nights had to cry alone

Gave you my trust, you broke it for sure

Now when you call, I don’t answer no more

Heart on ice, I got scars in my soul

Love turned fake when the truth got exposed

I was down bad, nobody came close

Now I’m gettin’ money, but I still feel broke

 

Heart on ice, heart on ice

I paid for love with a piece of my life

Told myself once, I won’t tell myself twice

If you play with my heart, then you payin’ the price

 

**[Verse 2]**

I keep a smile on my face so they never see damage

Had to learn how to survive when life got savage

Ain’t nobody give me nothin’, I just learned how to manage

Turned the hurt into fuel, now the pain my advantage

 

You told me forever, but forever came quick

One argument later, you was ready to switch

Had me wonderin’ if anything you told me was real

Now I’m scared to say I love you ’cause I know how it feels

 

When the person that you trusted turn a stranger overnight

When you givin’ them your all and they still don’t treat you right

I was losin’ sleep, fightin’ demons every night

Now I put it in these songs, every wrong I gotta write

 

I done walked through the rain with no coat on my back

Had to lose a couple people just to see where they at

Had to stop lookin’ behind me, ain’t no turnin’ me back

If you left when I was broken, don’t return when I’m stacked

 

I still pray for the people who did me the worst

’Cause revenge don’t heal nothin’, it just double the hurt

So I’m lettin’ God handle every lesson I learned

But I’m keepin’ my distance, you can’t watch me get burned

 

**[Bridge]**

Maybe one day I can love like before

Maybe one day I won’t lock every door

Maybe one day all these wounds gonna close

But tonight, I’m keepin’ my heart froze

 

I got love deep inside, I just hide it away

Too many people made promises they couldn’t maintain

If you really wanna stay, then your actions gotta say it

’Cause I’m done givin’ chances just to watch ’em get wasted

 

**[Final Hook]**

Heart on ice, I been way too cold

Too many nights had to cry alone

Gave you my trust, you broke it for sure

Now when you call, I don’t answer no more

Heart on ice, I got scars in my soul

Love turned fake when the truth got exposed

I was down bad, nobody came close

Now I’m gettin’ money, but I still feel broke

 

Heart on ice, heart on ice

I survived every storm, every dark lonely night

I was searchin’ for love, now I’m searchin’ for life

And the day that I heal, I’ma finally feel right

 

**[Outro]**

Heart on ice

Still beatin’, though

Still fightin’

Still here

I just learned everybody don’t deserve the warm side of me

Yeah

Heart on ice