**CAN’T DECIDE — REMIX**9/3

 

prod. Eskimos

 

**[Intro]**

Yeah, yeah

Too many thoughts in my head tonight

I don’t know what’s wrong or right

Uh

 

**[Chorus]**

I can’t decide, do I love you or leave?

You keep pulling me close, then you make it hard to breathe

Got my heart on my sleeve, but you play with it for free

I keep saying that I’m done, then you end up next to me

 

I can’t decide, should I stay, should I run?

Every time we fall apart, somehow we’re back to us

You’re the poison and the cure, you’re the rain and the sun

I know loving you is dangerous, but losing you is worse

 

**[Verse 1]**

Phone lighting up, I ignore it, then I check it

Told myself a hundred times that I learned my lesson

You apologize, I forgive you in a second

Then we end up right back where the heartbreak started, reckless

 

You know all my weaknesses, you know where to aim

Say you never meant to hurt me, but you do it every day

I keep putting out the fire while you’re feeding it flames

I don’t recognize myself whenever you say my name

 

I got trust issues, you got secrets

Both of us broken, but we never wanna speak it

You tell me forever, but forever got a weakness

Love turned cold, now the whole room freezing

 

Still I’m thinking ’bout the nights when it felt right

Windows down, riding through the city at midnight

Now every memory cuts deeper than a knife

I don’t know if I should save us or save my life

 

**[Chorus]**

I can’t decide, do I love you or leave?

You keep pulling me close, then you make it hard to breathe

Got my heart on my sleeve, but you play with it for free

I keep saying that I’m done, then you end up next to me

 

I can’t decide, should I stay, should I run?

Every time we fall apart, somehow we’re back to us

You’re the poison and the cure, you’re the rain and the sun

I know loving you is dangerous, but losing you is worse

 

**[Verse 2]**

Maybe I’m scared to be alone again

That’s why I keep letting you come home again

You break my heart, then you sew it up with promises

Only for the same damn story to unfold again

 

I’ve been losing sleep, losing time

Trying to read every little thing between the lines

You say that you’re mine, but you never really act like mine

Got me questioning the truth every time you say you’re fine

 

I don’t wanna hate you, I just wanna heal

I don’t wanna fake it like this pain ain’t real

If I walk away tonight, tell me how would it feel?

Would you finally chase me or just let me disappear?

 

I’ve been going back and forth inside my brain

One side says love, the other screams your name

One side wants peace, one side loves the pain

Maybe that’s the reason why I never really change

 

**[Bridge]**

I’m tired of maybe

Tired of lately

Tired of wondering if you’ll ever really save me

 

Maybe I should save myself

Put this broken love back on the shelf

I gave you everything I had

Now there ain’t nothing left

 

**[Final Chorus]**

I can’t decide, do I love you or leave?

You keep pulling me close, then you make it hard to breathe

Got my heart on my sleeve, but you play with it for free

I keep saying that I’m done, but tonight I might believe me

 

I can’t decide, should I stay, should I run?

Maybe what we had was real, but maybe real ain’t enough

You’re the poison and the cure, you’re the rain and the sun

I still love you, but this time I think I’m choosing to be done

 

**[Outro]**

I can’t decide

But maybe that’s a sign

If loving you means losing me

Then I’m choosing me tonight