infatuated (ft. DRUSLOW)
• Written by LyricalX
Chorus (DRUSLOW, yes he's black):
I was young and infatuated
I been turnin' up, I been dedicated
Bitches want my soul, I cant let em take it
Shi been gettin old, no time for conversations
No time for conversatin, leave it up to yo imagination
I was-I was young and infatuated
My infatuation, uh-uh-uh
Verse 1 (Me):
And you was feening, you so fiendish, fiendish
Momma say I'm selfish, she know I don't mean it
Never meant for this happen, I feel like I'm dreamin'
Vomiting when I'm sleeping, crying when I'm breathin'
What if I stop breathing for real this time?
What if I stop eating and fuckin' die?
What if I dropped dead in front of yo' fuckin' eyes?
Maybe not yet, but maybe someday, sometime
Sometimes I wanna die, sometimes I wanna get so high
That I might fly crash down from the skies and then die, uh
When Jay died it felt like a piece of me had been ripped out
Told these fucking idiots to fuckin' get out
I wanna feel lifted, but I know how hoes get down
Police screamin' "Man down, man down!" Pullin' they shit out
Bitch, I need to calm down, but not now, my ride pimped out
Bitches wanna talk now, I used to talk out, heartbeat quick now
I might die slow 'fore I can even get out, tired of this shit now
Rip my heart out, told my momma, "I'm a pimp now"
Surrounded by these big crowds, I don't want this shit now
I'd rather (die, die, die, die, die) than admit how
I (loved, loved, loved, loved you) Baby, you a witch now
And there's some thangs I'd never admit now
505, baby, we gon' win now, brought my bitch out
We form a line, yeah, fuck them racists, we so big now
Make my momma get a big smile, I know you mad, you pissed now
I'm with my bitches, yeah, I'm with my bitch now
And you been on my dick, wow, yeah, you really want this dick now?
You know you just wanna be pissed, for no reason, like, fuck this
Been on my grind, Lord, how I love this (love, love, love)
Momma know I love it, this shit, my beloved
And I know hoes been fronting, I'm so stunnin'
Gunnin' down motherfuckers who tryna ruin it
And you know the way we doing it, move-movin' it
She say she wanna fuck, I tell her, "Not right now"
Wake up and then immediately lie back down
Broke my heart, baby, why, why, why now?
I can't let no bitch ever-ever find out, yeah-ah-ah-ah
Clarity, I feel so much clarity 'bout my life now
And somedays I cry my eyes out, rip-rip my eyes out
I don't wanna cry now, so I stare at them skies now and cry out;
"Why me? Why now? God wants to tear my life down
Why, God? Why-why now? I gave you my life now"
Tears can't fall no more, bitch, I know you won't call no more
What was I givin' my all-all for? All-all for?
You was a piece of me, but then I had to leave
Bitch, you're dead to me, you live in my head rent-free
Relentlessly, can't let no bitch be disrespectin' me
She ain't processin' the fact we over, we done, hoe
Please stop textin' me
Chorus (DRUSLOW, yes he's black):
I was young and infatuated
I been turnin' up, I been dedicated
Bitches want my soul, I cant let em take it
Shi been gettin old, no time for conversations
No time for conversatin, leave it up to yo imagination
I was-I was young and infatuated
My infatuation, uh-uh-uh
Verse 2 (DRUSLOW, yes he's black):
was young & infatuated, oh-oh-oh-oh
bitch, I am not obligated, no-oh
to love you, bitch, that's why you hated, oh-oh
and I wanna really wanna take it slow-oh-oh
don't know what I'm doing
I think my whole life be in ruins
and I ain't wanna do it, but someday I gon' have to do it
I was in my blues shit, tired of the old games
and you knew this, baby, get the fuck out my frame
'cause you fuckin up the picture, no Tyler
bitch, I'ma go get her, Imma get higher
she know she fucked up, yeah, never the wiser
need your love 'fore I fuck up, Man-Spider, uh-uh-uh
wasn't spider-man, yeah, dirty dan
bitch, I am batman, maybe superman, ayy-ayy-ayy
and I'm wit my super clan, I knew you better than
he did, your new mans can't even fuck you like I do
baby, I'm tired too, baby, I liked you, like-like-like
romantic homicide, but fuck d4vd
got me high all the time, them drugs I'm taking
I was on my grind, in my prime, elevated
so I'll be tara, you be chad, come take it, take it
uh, we in this bitch like ghostface
my shit be fresher than colgate
lil nigga bustin' on your whole face
feel like samantha damn carpenter
hallucinatin' my daddy, knife sharpener
she been on my waist, bitch, soul harvester
pull up with a k in the wraith, like a bargainer
I was a young nigga, a gardener
bitch, I was gardenin' shit, don't pardon her
come gargle this shit, yeah, call the coroner
you been on my dick, we race the corridors
don't need yo love, I am a sorcerer
she want my love, hoe, Imma warrior
she want my dick, she think she popular
my heart she monitor
she want my love I give her none
I got the dough I got the gun
I walk in and shoot a nigga up
now his ass dead he out of luck
I really could not give 2 damn fucks
these niggas fake I've had enough
you act like you're so fuckin tough
when you're really not and can't play rough
I fucked your mom she made me nut
and then she went and drank my cum
like fuck these hoes no hey what's up
like, what the fuck? I leave 'em stunned
I fell in love with all the drugs
I pull up with your bitch and we gon' sip blood
like we vampires in the motherfuckin' club
we some vampires, nigga, you gon' die very rough
like mario judah, niggas fake, you know I called yo bluff
you can kiss my ass and fuck off 'fore you get gunned
down like a mutherfucker, bitch, what?
she been on my mind, I know what she want
shoulda known her ass was not the one
I knew she was a fuckin' cunt, cunt, cunt
you can leave me 'lone, or we can fuck, fuck, fuck
and I'm fucked, oh, this sucks, sucks, sucks
Chorus (Me):
I was young and infatuated
I been turnin' up, I show my dedication
Bitches want my soul, I tell 'em, "You won't make it"
Stories that have been told, leave it or take it
No time for this old shit, I'm done, I've made it
I was-I was young and infatuated
My infatuation, uh-uh-uh
