this way

I don't know why I'm this way

 

I don't know why I'm this way

 

Mama tell me I'm losin' my sane

 

Might as well blow out my brains, yeah

 

Brains, yeah, brains, yeah

 

 

 

Doing lines, fuck being healthy, fuck my kidneys up

 

Smoke on the wealthy, bitches pick it up

 

My face, it melting, these bitches got lives they livin' up

 

Damage you dealt me and it hurts even gettin' up

 

In mornings when life so hellish

 

Bitches say I'm selfish, I think that's tellin'

 

Bitches oversharing, I was told sharing was caring

 

But these hoes be Karen's, I'm fucked up, it's apparent

 

Sometimes wan' murder my damn parents

 

I carry burdens told my bitch not to worry

 

If I'm hurting, I wake up in a hurry, do it like Curry

 

Shoot it like DeRozan, bitch, it's 2:30

 

In tha motherfuckin' morning, what's so damn important?

 

So dreary out it be raining and storming

 

I need good leadership somebody to teach me shit

 

These bitches treatment is shit, never had a decent bitch

 

And I know you injecting, I show no respect to

 

Bitches who think that they him, never meant to

 

Disrespect you, but this is what it came to

 

Superstar, fancy cars, somedays I really hate you

 

18 years old wit' a Ferrari, bitches Bacardi

 

He 30teen, bitch, I am not sorry, uh

 

Bring tha whole army, I ain't doing no damn favors

 

For you hoes, bitch, y'all some haters, yeah

 

That's how it goes, I said to her, "See you later"

 

We was never friends just foes, I drown in my sorrows, my woes

 

I turned to a hellraiser, these hoes want my paper

 

I know you a hater, woah, sign this damn waiver, hoe

 

I see the damn vapor smoke, woah-oh

 

Givers and takers, Tyler the Creator, vapes come in flavors

 

You get addicted to the damn nicotine, hoes be sum traitors

 

I feel like Denzel, hoe, bitches be raiders

 

And I can't fuck with no fake ass bitch, I shoot lasers

 

Out my eyes, laser you like Kanye, hate my neighbors

 

I hate everybody 'round me my life got no layers, uh

 

Take care of me, take care of me, meet ya maker

 

In the elevator with people I ain't know

 

Hoes disrespectin' the waiters on our first dates

 

No, I could never date her, date her, date her

 

These hoes oats, they Quakers

 

Hide a child like he Drake, bitch, I believe in no creator

 

Hoes say, "Jesus loves you" Sorry, I'm taken, bitch

 

And hoes wanna take my shit, woah

 

That's why they hate my shit, oh

 

Bitch, come suck on this dick, come fuck on this dick

 

You a bitch, I thought you knew this, uh

 

Crash your party, hoes some players, got this bad-bad behavior

 

Stoop so low I'm 6 feet deep, I pray to nobody but Mother Nature

 

I fuck all these hoes at parties though I'm empty

 

All I feel is nothing just boredom like I'm Bateman

 

Bitches take then, drugs, I take them, uh

 

You don't want me here, you want me dead

 

Bitch, I see you, I feel your dread

 

Bitches act like they knew you, shit cuts so deep

 

It seeps through my pain and all my misery, huh

 

 

 

I don't know why I'm this way

 

I don't know why I'm this way

 

Mama tell me I'm losin' my sane

 

Might as well blow out my brains, yeah

 

Brains, yeah, brains, yeah

 

 

 

Ghostwriters I don't need 'em 'cause I ain't Drake

 

Hoes ask me how many pills that I take

 

Bitches hitting my line they wanna be mine but they not no dime

 

I been in my prime you wastin' my time you can go die

 

I could care less, fuck my parents, here lies your mom

 

She a dead bitch, here lies your dad, he a deadbeat

 

Bitches so mad, they wanna end me

 

They think they so cool, think they deadly

 

But I could shoot your ass up if I wanted to

 

And that's why I was never really loving you

 

I'm gone, bitch, humanity no more

 

Play with your heart, your body's on the floor

 

You can kiss me harder like never before, unfortunately

 

That won't change shit, my organs be

 

In your fuckin' teeth, I lay dormant, see

 

These bitches call me with that urgency, I do not pick up

 

I come down and then I get up, bitches so mad, bitch, what?

 

You on my dick, fuck off, I'ma take off, blast off

 

Mask on then mask off like I'm Future, mask off, uh

 

Pop shit like we pop pimples, I cop pistols

 

I fuck on your body, I'm not little, we stuck in the middle

 

Like Malcolm, bitches want me, too bad

 

8-ball, bitches know that I know ball, I hate y'all

 

I'll let my demons take y'all, fuck out my life and die

 

Bitch, I can barely see or breathe, I've lost my mind

 

I don't give a fuck 'bout you or me, we both can die, die

 

We both can end our fucking lives with a knife by suicide

 

I want you to be my life, we can share last names

 

Bitch, this my last day on Earth, I fade away

 

What's your take away from this situation? 'Cause I ain't okay

 

Give you all my love but you just want the drugs

 

So I call up my plug to satisfy you, sendin' you them subs

 

Them bitches want my soul I cannot fight no more so I let 'em take it

 

Hoe, I get so high I start levitating, my heartbeat elevated

 

Bitches give me anxiety and Lord I fuckin' hate it

 

Maybe one day finally I'll stop fucking saying that I'm changing

 

And actually change for my mama though I doubt it

 

Them bitches be changing up, what about it?

 

Hoes wanna make it about them, no, they can't live without it

 

Bitches mad, they always doubting, yeah, she sad, she started pouting

 

I got it in my bag bih go call a cab, shit, now she mad, yeah

 

Fuck your dad, yeah, why you sad, yeah? Why you lack, yeah?

 

Bitches mad that I get more dough than 'em

 

Bitch, you mad I'm better, no we cannot be together

 

Got your pussy so damn wetter, bust on yo' face, changin' tha weather

 

I leave her alone maybe it's fo' the better

 

My phone on DND don't text me won't text her

 

Yeah, bitch, I know better, you know better, you know better

 

Fuck off don't text me don't sext me unsend yo' messages

 

Hoes mad, they got no intelligence, blemishes

 

Why you so angry? Appendages, I saw you messaging

 

Your best friend and shit, evacuate the premises

 

Bitch, I shoot you hoes up, yeah, vestiges

 

She wanna go shoot my home up, yeah, the message is

 

To fuck off 'fore you get blown up, we some menaces, uh

 

I don't cherish shit, bitch, you not threatening

 

Uh, you mad 'bout what? Yo' sentencing?

 

Ayy, she mad 'bout shit, she wan' be credited

 

I consider her merely a specimen, but then again

 

Got her wet again, this the end again, can't be friends again

 

Don't hit me up, bitch, I don't want yo' questioning

 

Sorry asses coming back sending shit, sending me messages

 

I leave 'em all on read again, I'd be dead again

 

Bitches all in my head again I'm seein' red again

 

I don't wanna do this again, again

 

 

 

I don't know why I'm this way

 

I don't know why I'm this way

 

Mama tell me I'm losin' my sane

 

Might as well blow out my brains, yeah

 

Brains, yeah, brains, yeah