first day out

suicide is my pay check

drinking from the fountain

eternal youth estounding

feral bite im howling

slit my wrists for a fuckin bottle

bottoms up topple up my problems

suicide is the only option

take ten pills ima go see god

heaven calling me ima Astro naught

feeling places there where walk thou god

temple dropping Adderall popping more

give me drugs for all

i need benz withdrawal

painful dealing money scheming

i get what i want

shoot up fentanyl thats my cortisol

read between the lines i leave meaning in disguise

shooters shooting up scoring scotch

botched liquor in my veins homicidal rent

bent from the pressure benzos tell me never

slant my head whenever corner

shooter shoots whenever

call to duty

gremlin

satan calling bottle throbbing

i need yall of me

demons want me season stalling

winter coming sooner coldest

devil

sober detrimental

fuck your sentimental

i need whips first class

elemental its essential

brake my spine

venom is intentional

suck my thumb judas level

ceasers mess i carry

cease to accept

devil lettuce

i need proper heavens