*I HATE YOU — REMIX**
• Written by koolaidman
*999 dream Beats
[Intro]
Yeah…
I tried to hate you, but I still feel you.
Every damn night, I swear I hear you.
Maybe I'm better off without you…
But why does it still hurt?
[Chorus]
I hate you, but I miss you at the same time
You left me with a heart full of landmines
I gave you my all, you gave me goodbye
Now I'm talking to the moon every night
I hate you, yeah, I hate what you did
Made me fall in love, then you vanished again
Now I'm drinking down memories I can't erase
You left your fingerprints all over my pain
[Verse 1]
I been running from the past, but it follows
Smiling in the daytime, dying tomorrow
Everybody tells me, "Bro, just let go"
But they don't know what we had behind closed doors
You were my person, my peace, my escape
Now you're the reason I can't feel the same
I gave you loyalty, gave you my trust
You gave me a reason to turn love into dust
I don't wanna call, but I stare at your name
I don't wanna care, but I'm stuck in the same place
You moved on like I never existed
I'm still fighting battles that you never witnessed
And I hate that I still know your favorite song
Hate that I still wonder where I went wrong
Maybe we were never meant to last
Maybe forever was a lie from the past
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep telling myself I'm okay
Then the memories hit me sideways
I put my heart where you could reach it
Now I'm learning how to keep it guarded.
[Chorus]
I hate you, but I miss you at the same time
You left me with a heart full of landmines
I gave you my all, you gave me goodbye
Now I'm talking to the moon every night
I hate you, yeah, I hate what you did
Made me fall in love, then you vanished again
Now I'm drinking down memories I can't erase
You left your fingerprints all over my pain
[Verse 2]
I hope you don't come back when I'm finally healed
Don't knock on my door when my wounds finally seal
You had your chance, you chose somebody else
So don't come looking when I find myself
I used to think that you were heaven-sent
Now you're just another lesson I won't forget
You showed me love can turn cold overnight
And sometimes letting go is how you survive
I'm rebuilding everything you broke
Turning every tear into words I wrote
Maybe someday I'll forgive what you did
But I won't ever be the same kid
You took my heart, but I took it back
Put my dreams together from the pieces you cracked
Now when I look in the mirror, I see
Someone who survived what you did to me
[Bridge]
Maybe I don't hate you anymore
Maybe I hate who I became before
Begging for love that wasn't mine
Losing myself just to make you stay alive in my mind
So goodbye to the memories
Goodbye to the pain
I won't let your name
Control me again
[Final Chorus]
I hate you, but I finally let you go
No more chasing something I already know
You gave me scars, but they made me strong
I spent too many nights thinking I was wrong
I hate you, yeah, but that's fading away
I'm finding myself with every new day
You were my heartbreak, you were my past
And this time around, I'm not looking back
[Outro]
Yeah…
I don't hate you anymore.
I just don't love you.
And honestly…
That's enough.
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024