LOST REALITY

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Temp Beatz

 

**[Intro]**

Yeah, yeah...

Lost in my head, I don't know where I'm at,

Reality fades when I look in the past.

 

**[Chorus]**

I'm living in a lost reality,

Everything I love keeps escaping me,

I smile for the world, but it's hard to breathe,

Got a thousand thoughts that won't let me sleep.

I'm falling, falling, but nobody sees,

Trying to find the person I used to be,

If I wake up, will it all disappear?

Or am I stuck in this lost reality here?

 

**[Verse 1]**

Late nights, headlights, driving with no destination,

Heart full of scars, fighting my own frustration,

People say they know me, they don't know the half,

I laugh through the pain just to cover my cracks.

I gave too much love, got nothing in return,

Every bridge that I built somehow ended up burned,

Now I'm talking to myself like, "You gotta stay strong,"

But the voice in my head keeps telling me I'm wrong.

 

I miss the old days, when my heart felt alive,

Now I'm counting every reason just to make it through the night,

Got memories haunting me, they live in my room,

Every shadow feels familiar, every silence feels doomed.

I don't wanna lose myself, but I'm losing control,

Trying to fill this empty space inside of my soul.

 

**[Chorus]**

I'm living in a lost reality,

Everything I love keeps escaping me,

I smile for the world, but it's hard to breathe,

Got a thousand thoughts that won't let me sleep.

I'm falling, falling, but nobody sees,

Trying to find the person I used to be,

If I wake up, will it all disappear?

Or am I stuck in this lost reality here?

 

**[Verse 2]**

Maybe I'm broken, maybe I'm just tired,

Maybe all these dreams got buried in the fire,

I keep chasing peace, but it runs away,

Turn my darkest nights into another song today.

If tomorrow comes, I'ma try one more time,

Even when the darkness keeps messing with my mind,

I know I'm not perfect, but I'm still right here,

Still fighting through the things that I never share.

 

**[Outro]**

Lost reality...

But I'm still breathing.

Maybe that's enough for tonight.

I'm still here.