known better by Onyx

I should have known better

 

But I didn't so now I'm here, well, whatever

 

Lord, I miss it, fuck all this shit, we was not forever

 

Nah, we would never everlast, everlast

 

I'm just tryna be better than your other man

 

 

 

Shoulda known better that you was a demon

 

Got me on my own, tryna fix shit that was broken

 

My mama tell me I need to focus but I can't focus

 

Got me fucking on my ex bitches like you didn't notice

 

Got me taking all these drugs mix 'em up like potions

 

Niggas been wanting me dead I call you a cab you can leave now

 

Bitch, I really don't know who I wanna be now

 

I slime niggas out with a Glocky

 

She don't want me now, she just want my body

 

Shit be really loud, they tried to pop me, pop me

 

But they ain't ever caught me

 

Fuck you on 'bout? Baby, I could go on without

 

She been on my ass talking 'bout, "What happens now?"

 

You need to leave me 'lone 'fore I slime you out

 

Baby, you don't need me, stop saying it out loud

 

Got me watchin' TV tryna figure thangs out

 

Said, "That could never be me" did I ask, bitch? Get out

 

Got me sliming niggas, my mama ain't too proud

 

I been really dissing niggas, my mama say that ain't allowed

 

So then kick me out, yeah

 

I took my vows, I went and bowed, these bitches down

 

I put him in the ground, 6 feet deep, shoot up the crowd

 

Loot up yo' house, storm, rain clouds, yeah

 

High off the shrooms, bitch, I don't need you

 

You a pussy bitch, you said, "You're see-through"

 

I been on my Jadakiss, these bitches wan' be you

 

Baby, I been with the shits, Imma peep you, yeah

 

I got the hawk, line niggas up with chalk

 

I been high as fuck I can't even see no more

 

Bitches want me dead I heard that shit before

 

Niggas in my head they tell me I should stop

 

I can't really stop 'til my ass be at the top

 

Spelling bees, bitch, yeah, wan' go to Hell with me?

 

Yeah-ah, damage you dealt to me, ah-ah

 

Baby, you're Hell to me, Hell, Hell to me

 

Got me ragequitting, hoes ragebaiting, Imma take this shit

 

Bitches so mad they gon' flame this shit

 

I been in the back of the 'Bach, I came in this

 

With a Glocky I used to kill my dad, I been painting this

 

Picture 'bout what I coulda had, I ain't changing shit

 

Mama told me I'm just like my Dad, I'm tryna change that shit

 

She kick my ass out like, "Why'd you say that shit?"

 

I ain't mean to be the bearer of bad news

 

Bitches on my ass, they tell me to ask you

 

Got me dreaming 'bout when I had you

 

In the palm of my hands, nigga, that too

 

Got me acting calm but I really ain't

 

I been shooting bitches like I'm in the paint

 

I feel like a king I ball like NBA (NBA, yeah-yeah)

 

She told my ass she can't even look at my damn face

 

And I might as well catch a damn case

 

They on my ass 'bout shit I didn't say

 

I got the cash, lil' bitch, the shit you say

 

Lives in my brain rent-free, I don't miss your face

 

Yeah, times when I used to kiss ya

 

Nowadays I don't even wanna be near ya or miss ya

 

I'd diss ya if I had a chance and that's what I'm doing

 

Leave my ass alone before I grab the gun and start wildly shooting

 

Yeah, Imma storyteller, I really feel like I'm Helen Keller

 

But I ain't deaf blind, nigga, I could be better

 

I could be better than your new boyfriend

 

I been making dough with my new girlfriend

 

And this shit I would always want to do again

 

And sometimes I just want the pain to end

 

But it never will, she want me dead, I better run, run

 

All in her guts, baby, I ain't done, done, no-no-no-no-no

 

 

 

I should have known better

 

But I didn't so now I'm here, well, whatever

 

Lord, I miss it, fuck all this shit, we was not forever

 

Nah, we would never everlast, everlast

 

I'm just tryna be better than your other man

 

 

 

Drive faster, bitch, we gotta escape, escape

 

These hoes on my ass callin' me a slave, a slave

 

But I ain't yo' slave nah some niggas can't be saved, be saved

 

I been gettin' racks and stacks to spend on Bentay', Bentay' (ga, ga)

 

These bitches wanna ball like NBA, choppa like NLE

 

She been all in my face, she wan' be next to me

 

I just won the race now your ass is dead to me

 

She done caught a case and immediately went to me

 

Send the ball to your face, bitches be the death of me

 

My mama called the cops on Jay, had to get her away from me, yeah

 

Demons taking me, yeah-ah-ah-ah

 

The money never be changing me, nah-ah-ah-ah

 

She know she fake to me, yeah, she a snake to me

 

I pack my shit up and leave, please do not come after me, yeah

 

Cops wanna capture me, no happily ever afters, see

 

You were the one after me, I'm fucked up, but you don't seem to realize

 

That there are plenty of other real guys you could fuck

 

I need your love but I don't want it enough

 

Keeping secrets from me like you tough

 

I was really diamonds in the rough

 

Your ass is fake, I called your bluff, yeah

 

Niggas really think they can steal my lunch, yeah

 

I just hit his chest with a punch, yeah

 

Know his ass fall down but I ain't even done, yeah

 

I don't even see no sun, it's dark out

 

She grabbed my shoulders and ripped my heart out

 

And she held it in her hands said, "You want it? Come and get it"

 

So I ran and ran but my heart is still what's missing

 

And I asked my mama she said that's beyond fixing

 

And I leave a nigga disfigured I been really shitting

 

On niggas, dissing on niggas, you'd get it

 

She left me dying without no heart

 

She gave my heart back but it was charred

 

And now my body be so scarred

 

I really didn't even get too far, yeah

 

Shot up, bitches caught up in the bullshit I been dealing with

 

She don't give a fuck, I need some healing shit

 

I ain't got nothing to believe in only got heathens

 

Now me and her enemies and she ain't even believe it

 

You best believe this, you was my Garden of Eden

 

I garden hoes like Eden, bitches mad, I see it

 

I been fighting my demons

 

My thoughts and temptations got no meaning

 

I just desire you, I just desire you, do you see this?

 

And I'm tired of you tired of you but I refuse to believe it

 

 

 

I guess we should break up

 

I know I can't stay tough

 

These niggas don't want me to wake up

 

Can barely keep my eyes open

 

Been taking drugs so I can focus

 

But it ain't even working I think I'm overdosing

 

I don't wanna die, I don't wan' die broken