"PARANOIA" — Freestyle Remix
• Written by koolaidman
Anabolic Beatz
[Intro]
Yeah…
Late nights, cold thoughts, I been fighting with my mind
Everybody got a mask, but I see what's behind
I been walking through the dark with a fire in my soul
Trying to find peace while I’m losing control
[Verse 1]
Paranoia got me looking over my shoulder
Heart getting colder as the nights getting longer
I remember days when they said I wouldn’t make it
Now I’m chasing every dream that they told me to break it
I was down bad, nobody came around
Had to build myself up from the dirt on the ground
Fake love faded when the money wasn’t there
Now they see the vision, now they suddenly care
I got scars that I hide underneath my clothes
Got stories in my head that nobody knows
I been fighting my battles when nobody sees
Trying to become everything I wanted to be
[Hook]
Paranoia, got me stuck inside my head
Thinking about the words that the fake ones said
I been running from the pain, trying to find my way
But the shadows keep calling every single day
Paranoia, I can’t sleep at night
Too many memories still stuck in my mind
But I keep moving forward, I won’t let it break me
Even when the darkness tries to overtake me
[Verse 2]
I learned real quick who was real and who wasn’t
Who stayed by my side and who only wanted something
I was giving out love, they were giving me lies
Had to open my heart just to see through the eyes
Now I’m focused on the future, leaving pain in the past
Making every second count, knowing nothing will last
I’m a product of the struggle, I’m a voice for the lost
Had to pay my own price, had to carry my cross
They don’t know the nights I was fighting my fears
They don’t know the pain I was hiding for years
But I’m still here standing, I’m stronger today
Turned all of my losses into fuel for the flame
[Hook]
Paranoia, got me stuck inside my head
Thinking about the words that the fake ones said
I been running from the pain, trying to find my way
But the shadows keep calling every single day
Paranoia, I can’t sleep at night
Too many memories still stuck in my mind
But I keep moving forward, I won’t let it break me
Even when the darkness tries to overtake me
[Outro]
Yeah…
I know the demons that I fight inside
But I’m still alive, still trying to rise
Paranoia tried to take my name away…
But I’m still here today.
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024