in my city (kms) p2

 

Okay, so what can we do to fix this all?

 

And I know I messed up a lot, but at least you know ball

 

Babygirl, I don't wanna die so I give it my all

 

Give it my all, I could never ever fall

 

Feels like I'm talking to a wall

 

Bitches they hate me, they out of breath

 

I know someday they'll celebrate my damn death

 

I know this knife be deep in your flesh

 

I see you on the camera halfway dead

 

Halfway eaten, bitch, what's next?

 

I didn't even read any of your texts

 

I'm so sorry, fuck it, you know what I meant

 

Got me in a hurry, but I end up in your bed

 

And we fuck all night and it lives in my head

 

And I feel so damn badly about her mom

 

'Cause we sext and have sex

 

Yeah, she done blocked her ex (her ex, yeah-ah)

 

I think I'd rather be dead (rather be dead, woah-oh)

 

Maybe it's for the better, for the better

 

Maybe-maybe it's for the better, for the better

 

The better, the better, the better, the better

 

Sorry I didn't respond and leave you on read

 

You told me that your ex had left

 

So we fucked 'til 9pm and then I hopped in the Lex

 

And drove off leaving you crying in your bed

 

Pillow wet from the tears

 

Smoke curling from my cigarette

 

Sometimes you text me thinking you see my silhouette

 

But it's a hallucination

 

You miss me so much you'd rather be dead

 

Than lose me, than lose me

 

Babygirl, you never knew me, knew me

 

Yeah

 

And you hate when you've been misled

 

And sometimes you have tears you shed

 

And sometimes you get scared and flee

 

And sometimes you just wanna love me

 

But I don't love you back, no

 

And you take it to the max, yo

 

And I don't know what true love is

 

So maybe you can show me

 

And the times you mind-blow me

 

You need me now but you can't find me

 

I disappear, my wrist so icy, so icy

 

And we would lay on poison ivy

 

Phone call missed, yeah

 

"We could die together, we could die together"

 

Yeah, we prolly should

 

'Cause I'm tired of being in the hood

 

And the way you fuck, you do it so good

 

"I love you so much"

 

I don't feel the same way

 

She can't get enough so I always walk away, yeah

 

And she hates that

 

She wanna fuck in my Maybach

 

She love me for real not for the money

 

I get this sinking feeling in my tummy

 

Every time she love me

 

She say she trusts me and wants to touch me

 

But I always push her away, every day

 

No, I'm not okay

 

No I'm not okay

 

I never fuckin' was, negative thoughts in my brain

 

I'ma end it all, fuckin' end it all

 

I could end it all for you

 

"I could end it all for you" that's what she said to me

 

She's fuckin' dead to me

 

I wanna block her ass but the things she's sent to me

 

She truly love me maybe I do too

 

Maybe I love her more than I used to love you

 

Than I used to love you, yeah

 

I don't know what I could do

 

Like, who should I send this text to?

 

Like, I love her so much I can't think

 

She sees me and my heart, it sinks

 

Feel so bad so I just sip my drink

 

Sip the lean, lean, lean

 

I need the lean, lean, lean

 

I sip the codeine, codeine

 

And I know she ain't no phony

 

I pray she leaves me 'lone

 

But I know that'll never happen

 

Tryna change my past actions

 

Fucked so good I zoned out, yeah

 

Uh, rip my arm out, bones out

 

And I know I fucked up, I know now

 

She said

 

"Please don't leave me"

 

She said

 

"Please don't leave me"

 

Woah-oh

 

 

 

I got them in my city

 

Miss her so damn bad, it fuckin' kills me

 

Know she loved me for love, she tried to fix me

 

I feel like my dad, he used to hit me

 

And she tried to get through to me

 

I got them in my city, the shit my dad would do to me

 

Miss her so damn bad, I miss when she'd be touchin' me

 

Know she mad, at least she still in love with me

 

Kill myself, smoke and fuck up my kidneys

 

Kill myself, smoke and fuck up my kidneys

 

Kill myself, smoke and fuck up my kidneys

 

Kill myself, kill myself, yeah-ah