HATE MYSELF (Remix)
• Written by koolaidman
Pante Beatz
[Intro]
(Soft guitar)
Yeah...
I keep fighting with the man in the mirror...
But he never fights fair...
[Verse 1]
Every night's another war that I can't explain,
Broken memories dancing in the pouring rain.
Got a heavy heart hidden underneath this chain,
Smile on my face, but inside it's only pain.
Everybody says it'll heal with time,
Why's every sunrise feel like another goodbye?
I've been losing sleep just to battle my mind,
Looking for peace that I never seem to find.
Every "I love you" turned into a ghost,
Now I'm talking to the silence when I need it most.
If my soul's a house, every room's gone cold,
Trying to fix myself with a heart that's broke.
[Chorus]
I don't wanna hate myself anymore,
I'm tired of bleeding on this bedroom floor.
If the sky falls down, let it fall tonight,
I've been chasing hope but it's out of sight.
Tell me there's a reason I should stay alive,
Even when my demons say I won't survive.
I'm still breathing through the darkest night...
Maybe I'll find my light.
[Verse 2]
I carry every scar like a song I wrote,
Every tear another line that nobody knows.
Lost my way, now I'm walking these lonely roads,
Trying to find the kid that I left long ago.
I'm not asking for the world in my hands,
Just a little peace that I can understand.
Maybe healing starts when I finally stand,
Instead of letting heartbreak be who I am.
The rain don't last forever, so they always say,
Maybe tomorrow brings a better day.
I'll keep moving, even if my soul feels weak...
'Cause giving up ain't the ending for me.
[Outro]
The mirror doesn't define my name...
The past doesn't decide my fate...
I'm still here...
Still breathing...
Still hoping...
One heartbeat at a time.
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024