JOYLESS DARLING (Remix)
• Written by koolaidman
(prod. Flexus
[Intro]
Yeah...
Rain on the window, tears in my hoodie...
You said forever, but forever got blurry.
Now I'm talking to the silence like it'll answer back.
[Verse 1]
Another night, another drive with the headlights low,
Trying to outrun feelings that already know.
Your name still lives where my heartbeat stays,
Like a ghost that never really fades.
I gave my all, left nothing behind,
Now I'm searching for peace that I can't seem to find.
Got a smile for the world, pain in disguise,
You never saw the storm behind my eyes.
Every promise turned into smoke in the wind,
I kept losing while you kept winning.
Now the city's full of places we knew,
But none of them feel the same without you.
[Chorus]
Joyless darling, why'd you leave me here?
Drowning in the echoes of another year.
Trying to fix a heart that's falling apart,
Still carrying your name in the darkest parts.
Joyless darling, you're a beautiful scar,
Close enough to feel, too far to touch.
I'm learning how to live without your love,
But some nights... it's still too much.
[Verse 2]
The moon keeps watching while the world falls asleep,
I'm awake with memories I couldn't keep.
Every road I take brings me back again,
To the night we stopped being best friends.
If healing takes time, I'll wait my turn,
Even ashes know how to burn.
Maybe one day these clouds will break,
Maybe my heart won't have to fake.
I found strength inside the pain I feared,
Every tear became another souvenir.
I'm still standing though the colors changed,
Lost your love... but I found my name.
[Outro]
Joyless darling... this is the last page.
I'm not running from the pain anymore.
I'll carry the scars... but not the chains.
Tomorrow's calling—I'm finally walking away.
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koolaidman
Member since June 17 2024