Like a river (Da_Negiator track)
• Written by Tew-SLy
Tew-SLy's Notes
Tew-SLy: yo.... this shit is fuckin'.... cousin why was it that deep.
Da_neigatior: i have to use the actual song cause i can't use the beat
//Refrain intro
In sweet dreams, I kid myself
Have your love for good
I really had hoped you'd stay
But like the river, you just come and go
And these things, they comfort me
When my mind's on you
And I feel you comfort me
But like the river, it just comes and goes
//Verse 1
Love with her I thought was complete but it was under-covers
Blind to the fact that the river was runnin' dry,
Yeah, I watched you change right in front of me,
Lettin' your toxic ass friends dictate who you wanna be,
They alreter your brain, now you over every night on a shoppin' spree
Pickin' up habits and guys that you would never tolerate honestly
Open up cabinets and see a fuckin' bottle, harmfully chuggin' it
Livin' a lie for the crowd and you secretly lovin' it
When they scream "fuck him!" you jumpin' right in and you double it
You burned our bridges with a fuckin' friend that was a sister to me
Turned your back on the only person who stayed out here wishin' you well
Now it's becomin' a fuck you, and the texts you be sendin' me
Is a ghost of the girl who pretended she was
Happy with all of the damage, it's killin' your remedy
Behind closed doors you confess you got nothing left mentally,
You just an empty shell runnin' from all your memories
And those twins started new shit every single second,
Drama and rumors they weaponized just to keep us separate,
Even your actual twin- your own brother- you disrespecting,
Nigga was tellin' you "stop being a ho" and tryin' to give you direction
But you snapped back like, "I can do what I want it's my selection!"
Now you cryin' 'cause you don't wanna get cheated on,
Prayin' for a loyal guy to come and put some features on,
But you just emotionally immature, eighteen years old,
Blinded by a lifestyle that's leavin' your soul cold,
Too young to see that I was better than every single one of these clowns you let in your circle hold,
Guess you wanted Moore the less, so you went back to him three times,
Your friends loved to watch your heart get blackened by his cheap lines,
But when I come back, it's a "fuck you" from another perspective,
Shit, my own homie could do better than him, he's neglected,
And you cheated on him the second he confessed and got defensive
Go as that nigga you ran back three times and said "yes" to,
Go to prom with him, we knew that fuse was lit to affect you,
That relationship was a bomb of bits, waitin' to blow and forget you
Then you call my phone drunk cause your nigga ain't asnwerin'
Your twin crashed out, tried to downplay me, throwin' a tantrum,
But you too hold an agru,mental tryin' to build a complicated lie,
Let's go back to when I got grounded and my phone was took, no word from my side,
I tried even harder to talk to you, puttin' my pride to the edge,
But you backed out hte second you knew I was tryin' to mend what we had
Then literally next week, we kiss, and you agree to a talkin' stage
Five minutes later your friend presses me, flippin' page,
Then you complain that you don't wanna talk no more, "let's just be friends,"
Knowin' damn well that being friends on a rocky road never amends
But I stayed, even though there were countless times I should've made a call,
And let a female pull up and rock the Stanley whore out of you
//Hook Refrain
You are so negative (uh)
And you say you know
But you know a goddamn thing
Like the river, you just run and go
You say you could do good
And better you know
But you tried no goddamn thing
Like the river, I'ma run from you
//Verse 2
Now let's go to my lil side quest that happened this year,
I thought she was on my side and I fell for her not knowin' the fear
Turned out my research on her was full of shit on her, crystal clear,
See, I started talkin' to her and her guy best friend got offended,
Nigga got mad and pressed cause a real nigga treated her better than he intended
Like, hold up- let me talk to the audience for a second,
'Cause this timeline is too advanced for y'all to even question,
These two were on and off all year, a toxic-ass loop
THey just broke up, but she still runnin' back to his fuckin' tomb
Yeah you still go for him after all of the damage he do,
Left me stuck in the middle tryin' to figure out what was true
cause when we talked and we talked, you were perfectly fine,
Then out of nowhere you ended things, drawin' a empty line,
Tellin' me "it's not you, it's me" and your mental was full of shit
Said you had things at home to work on and you had to pull out of it,
Claimed you were tryin' to get in shape for volleyball, tannin' hard,
But you lied to my face, forget that I'm always on the court,
I didn't see you at one single workout, you slick little snake,
'Cause I hoop right after you, I see through the front that you make,
Still too advanced for the crowd, but I told you I understand,
But it was hella odd seeing how you and him were still hodlin' hands,
Hella close, shoulder to shoulder, so I had to map out a plan,
I got hella clingy on purpose just to make you block me on the Gram,
You fell exactly for hte trap that I wanted you to,
Call me manipulative, but who cheated in the talkin' stage? YOU!
Got blocked Thursday, saw that hug on Friday, it was broad daylight
Asked for my hoodie back, now your boyfriend blocks me tight,
Cause you got mad that y'all got caught right in the act,
Now it's a loud "FUCK YOU" inside my head, and that's a fact
But I gotta play brain dead, maskin' my ADHD point of view,
Cause inside I wanna explode and see the end of me and you
Man, relationships at a new school never hits the same,
Especially this one, cause it's a small private school playin' a game
So now it makes perfect sense why my first verse was makin' a sound
About all your toxic-style friends spreadin' rumors all over the town,
'Cause in a small private school, the drama gets passed right around
//Outro refrain
Karma comes back and it's co-co-comin' (co-co-comin')
Treatin' me bad and I'm ru-ru-runnin' (ru-ru-runnin')
Karma comes back and it's co-co-comin' (co-co-comin')
Treatin' me bad, I'm ru-ru-runnin' (ru-ru-runnin')
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Tew-SLy
Member since March 15 2022