help me thru (ft. ditchvision!)

Chorus (Me):

 

I don't need you to help me through

 

I can do it all by myself

 

And I hate you, you're see-through

 

I'd rather end up in Hell

 

I'm by myself, I'm by myself

 

I taught you well, did I teach you well?

 

I can't tell, no, I can't tell

 

So I wish you well, but I don't need your help

 

 

 

Verse 1 (ditchvision!):

 

My heart can't take it, so in the name of Satan

 

I'll give you all I have because I'm tired of praying

 

So please do not break me, I'm tired of breaking

 

My heart is definitely not for the taking

 

So give me your all, let me know how you feel

 

I'm alive but I'm dying and I just cannot heal

 

Break my bones to the point of no return, my last meal

 

On death row, I'll be dead, though, so I'll make sure to let you know

 

And I know you wanna let me go, so let me go

 

Don't let them know, don't let them know, woah

 

I don't want my life to come to an end

 

But it will one day, I'll lose all my friends

 

My heart, it's aching, can't breathe, my chest hurts

 

And I know it hurts you to know that it hurts me

 

Gave you all my love and it just fucking burned me

 

So what can we do? Because you don't wanna see my face

 

Understandable, I'm an animal, I can't feel my face

 

And I don't give a damn if you're not okay

 

Because you put me over your own sanity every day

 

And now you've lost your sane, feeling all the pain

 

Close the fucking door, never wanna see you again

 

And I can't take it anymore, I just want it to end

 

Heart beating out of my chest, out of my fucking core

 

And I'm better off dead, because I was never yours

 

Got thoughts in my head, my mom, she is a whore

 

Because I know one day I'll be dead and not living anymore

 

Maybe we can reunite in Heaven, but I'm really not sure

 

I'm so fucking sick and I can't find a cure

 

So I'll do what I can just to stay somewhat pure

 

Got voices in my head telling me what not to do

 

But I do it anyways because I've already lost you

 

So what's the point in continuing on? This action will cost you

 

Consequences, I told you, "Babe, I got you"

 

But that was when I had a different mental state

 

Watch me fucking fade, time that we waste

 

No, I don't wanna fade away, no, my heart that you'll take, though

 

My heart is black, I can't see, I can't breathe, I can't sleep

 

When you're not next to me, my ecstasy, so heavenly

 

This is what you came for, don't try to back out

 

I know I'll go blow your back out, uh, uh

 

And I know you're mad now, let me fix it

 

I might just back out, because I can't fix shit

 

Got me trying not to go out the bad way

 

And I know today's been a bad day, a sad day

 

You wanna take yourself out the mad way

 

Got me missing your love, trying to fix my past ways

 

Knew it from the start, put it on the ashtray

 

I tried to give you my heart, this is my last day

 

Seeing you, meeting you, maybe I'll be being you

 

I'll be being you, I wanna see it, too, so let me see

 

Let me breathe, please just fucking let me breathe

 

Turn on those lights so I can please just see

 

Turn on those lights so I can please just see

 

 

 

Chorus (Me):

 

I don't need you to help me through

 

I can do it all by myself

 

And I hate you, you're see-through

 

I'd rather end up in Hell

 

I'm by myself, I'm by myself

 

I taught you well, did I teach you well?

 

I can't tell, no, I can't tell

 

So I wish you well, but I don't need your help

 

 

 

Verse 2 (Me):

 

'Cause bitches fake, I'm tryna get away, tired of your shit today

 

I'm tryna win today, I can't trust a bitch today

 

'Cause these bitches say, "It's okay" But is it okay?

 

Probably not, watch 'em fuckin' rot, get my shit one way

 

Or another, tryna find a new lover, fucked a bitch today

 

To feel somethin' other than all this pain

 

So give me your heart, it'll be fixed today

 

I feel like Laufey, From the Start, I drift away

 

And I gave you this gift today, I'm tired of your shit today

 

Leave me alone today, so I can get my shit together, can bitches change?

 

I don't know, ask my mama, it done slipped away

 

You think I'm joking, leave 'em choking, leave 'em stripped away

 

Tryna get away, what will I get today?

 

My bitch, my bae, my bitch, my babe

 

Tryna keep my shit at bay, I sit and pray

 

Yeah, I sit and pray, I sit, then lay, like, bitch, okay

 

Tryna get away, I'm tryna twist away, what a twist today

 

Bitches fake, I know bitches gonna sprint away

 

I zap bitches like I'm Zeus, my heart done slid away

 

Can't find it, why the fuck you lying? Pain singed away

 

I cringed today, watch me fade away, I'm tryna swim away

 

But I can't swim, keep them kids away, no damn giveaways

 

Shit I can't give away, watch 'em flinch away, got this lil' K

 

The blood I'm tryna rinse away, your fake shit is in the way

 

Leave me 'lone, metronome, to your dome, Google chrome

 

I snip away, how many bitches have I kicked today?

 

Ask your mama, she know I got the swag on me, I might go on a bad trip today

 

Acid trips today, love the drugs, time ticks away

 

I want a daughter, a wife, my body rips away

 

My body gives way to the pain I can't rinse away

 

Woah-oh-oh-oh, scars don't disappear, I watched this shit decay

 

I watched this bitch decay, I watched my heart decay, let me reiterate

 

Adding on a little weight, I almost shot a kid today

 

He sprints away, I feel so fuckin' bad, ricochet

 

Need you real bad 'fore I fade away, what will await?

 

What will await? Woah-oh-oh

 

 

 

Chorus (ditchvision!):

 

I don't need you to help me through

 

I can do it all by myself

 

And I hate you, you're see-through

 

I'd rather end up in Hell

 

I'm by myself, I'm by myself

 

I taught you well, did I teach you well?

 

I can't tell, no, I can't tell

 

So I wish you well, but I don't need your help